Othello SUCKS!

Boo, othello sucks...Macbeth much better..."needs a little salt" haha! good times...

Othello is much too slow, with way too many olde language monologues (waaay too long), and nothing terribly exciting happens until the last half of the play, and even then it's nothing terribly exciting...

I should be studying for my english midterm, 80% based on an essay on othello, in which the topics are given (choose 1/4 on midterm, given 8 before midterm kinda dillio), so I should really be doing all my outlines right now, but I just don't feel it's necessary...I can pull off a decent outline quickly, I hope, and I'm not really having anything insightful right now...pressure of the test usually brings out my best work, or pressure of deadline, etc etc...

What I'm worried about right now is the so called "easy" part of the midterm, doing 2 "identification passages", where a bit of a short story is given, and I'm supposed to say the title, author, and importance to the rest of the play, in one paragraph...I'm worried that I'm a-gonna take-a to long...like I usually do...but only 2 passages, no more than 10mins each! I can't go over, no I can't!

Heh, I'm not even terribly worried about this class...I guess that's the shortcomings of getting that first A, esp. the method of getting it...it's making me be lethargic in everything else in english...

Man, less than 4 hours 'til my midterm...why am I not feeling the pressure?! This sucks, I'm usually completely able to cram everything in a few hours before a test, b/c of the pressure of a deadline and what not, but I'm just not feeling it right now...maybe if I go to school...but then I'm afraid I won't get any work done at all, eh? But oh well, at least I won't be wasting my time by blogging...

Well, technically I could, since there are computers at school...

BAH! I don't seem to wanna get off my comp! Why am I still typing! GAHH!! Gahh....ga...nm...

Hmmm...perhaps I really am anxious about my english midterm...and this blogging is just helping me relax a little...but then that could just be a rationalization of my laziness...so I don't know...

Screw it, I'm going to school, locking myself away in the library or something, gotta get work done...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

p.s. - Wow, I seem to be blogging my brains out over the past few days, eh? Maybe I just got a lot on my mind, heheh...

Ineffective...

Today can be summed up in one word: "Ineffective"

I spent most of my day either watching tv or doing my math assignment...my math assignment that's worth <2% of my total mark...instead, I should've been studying for my english and philosophy midterms (but especially english), since they're both 20% or more...kinda stupid, but I think I fell into the easiness of doing number crunching instead of actually thinking with wordings and such...and then the math assignment got frustrating, making me wanna do it even more, because I knew I could do it if I applied myself...and I guess that's the problem, I applied my all into math and nothing else...

And I complain about it now instead of studying because I'm really tired...lack of sleep does not mix well with wording study...however, lack of sleep is terribly conducive to many ramblings, lol...

But as ineffective as this may be, I am feeling calmed down...well, I actually kinda feel detached from everything right now (as with for most of the day), but I guess that could be called being calm...

p.s. - It's really annoying when every time I typed "ineffective", I typed "innefective" and have to correct...sure sign that I should be getting to sleep now...

Hmmm...I think I've said my peace about my non-academic life, with all the intrigue and innuendos of the past few days...heheh, maybe I am just seeing things that arent there, just to make my life a little more bearable...whoa, just like I did in high school...whoa, mini-epiphany right here...w-h-o-a....heheh...

Well, here's what went on in my head: in McNair, there was always a girl I had a secret crush on...nothing terribly strong or anything, mostly girls I thought were cute...I'd never think anything would happen, and I wouldn't know what to do if anything did...but then the summer before grade 12 happened, with all the actual strong feelings for once and what not, then I actually started to want more than just secret crushes...so then with my few failed attempts, and my one "success", I moved beyond just having secret crushes...

And now I have reverted back to old habits...that sucks...

Whoa, maybe I reverted much more than just in this respect...like my lack of academic discipline, and my choicings of friendedness, and what not...wow, this really does suck...or does it...

Or maybe I'm just thinking all this because it's 1am and I need sleep...

Hmmm, I concur with that last statement...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Happy Birthday (party) Tito Artur!

Well, it's been an up-then-down-then-up-again kinda day today...but I might as well start from the beginning...

Church was nice today, friends, topic-wise, etc etc...actually was feeling pretty good...but then I had a scuffle with my dad about the ride situation...once again having to wait so freakin' long, apparently a "miscommunication" w/ my mom or something...got frustrated and did my patented wandering-around-in-a-half-stupor wanting-to-be-alone thing...but whatever, fact remained that I got semi-depressed once again...

So when I got home, around 3pm-ish, decided to actually go take a nap...with the lack of sleep of the past few weeks, plus the feeling mentally/emotionally tired from the past few days, I was just physically exhausted...oh, and as a side note, I've always planned to take naps after church, catch up and what not, but I always seem to get sucked onto the comp, or guitar, or something...but not today! I actually got sleep! 3 hrs! Haha...

Anyways, I've gotta say that I had an amazing dream...it had everything I'd ever want in a good dream...school-ish type drama, some action/running sequence (actually me w/ a backpack dodging sprinklers/waterhoses, w/ Roger cheering me on to get past, or something...), and, of course, a romance...and no, not the "getting busy with a busty blonde" type romance, oh no, I mean a real romance...the kind where you give glances, and they smile, so you smile back; you accidentally brush their hand, and you both start to blush; you say some witty remark, and they give this amazing smile that just lets you know that they like you...that kind of romance...and in my dream, I remember this girl (never really dream about girls I know though, if you're wondering), we were on computers side by side, and I don't know why, but her mouse/computer kept moving closer to mine, where we'd have to accidently brush hands and legs, or something, and she gave these cute smiles, etc etc...so, needless to say, I was feeling pretty good when I woke up...

And when I woke up, it was already 6:15, meaning that the family party at my place was just about to start! So my mom phoned me, (she was out buying chow mein or something), waking me up, and I scrambled around trying to set everything up nicely and all that...it was my uncle's b-day party, even though it was his actual birthday the week before, but he was busy so we had the party tonight...and yes, it's the uncle that always takes me to fancy restaurants and stuff...so we had tons of food, and tons of relatives coming over...although Tim and Alvin, my same-aged cousins, never showed until later, so I was kinda bored until then...but there were a few baby-type kids, ages 1 and 4, and they were really cute...

Which reminds me, in Philipino culture/language, when you're cousins have a kid, does that make you an uncle? 'Cause that always confused me, esp. when I was younger...when my cousin had a kid when I was 6, people all called me an uncle; in class, I had to write a name-poem thing about myself, and in the "U" I put down "Uncle", because I thought I was an uncle...my teacher was confused, because she knew I was the oldest in my family, so when she asked why I thought I was an uncle, I told her that my cousin had a kid...that was actually kinda funny, looking back on it, lol...

Anyways, the party eventually died down around 10-11ish, when most people left, but the last people left after midnight...you know, those family members that continue to talk well after everyone's left? Yeah...but all in all, good food, good family, good t.v. watching, good times...

Haha, we watched Drawn Together...that cartoon is AWESOME!!! All these freakin' parodies are soo funny! Parody of sponge bob, link, superman, pussy-cat (as in Josie, but the black one), Ariel, betty boop, pikachu, and this hilarious internet cartoon pig! Lol! Haha, the best part was definately the disney-type musical number about frenching w/ a black girl! HAHAHA! Or no, when Xandir did his flute thingy! HAHA! Or no, when the pig did the "I loooove racism! *eyebrow moves up and down*" LOL! Or no, when...aw jeez, I could do this all night! Heh...

Anyways, to sum up, today ended up being a pretty nice day...and tomorrow, I study!!! MIDTERMS!!! GAAHHHH!!! Crap, math too! GAAHHH!!! But not to worry, me be actually doing work, and not wasting the day away again...no, really! lol...

Oh right, one more thing before I go off to sleep, I was thinking it over, and I realized I might have to clarify some things...

At the party, there really was a girl that I wanted to impress, but unfortunately it was not to be, for things happened that kinda turned me off...smoking of the cigar is just gross, at least to me...so, well...whatever, it's gonna be known eventually anyways...lets just say that I, uh, don't really wanna impress, uh, burnaby jean anymore...um, yeah...heheh...

Or was this really just a ploy to take attention away from the girl I really wanted to impress? And by naming an actual girl at the party this would seem completely believable? Or was this all some sort of cockamamie scheme I created to spice up my non-existant love life? Or is this series of questionings just a ruse in-and-of itself to lessen the embarrassment of letting everyone know I liked jean in the first place?? Hmmmm?? Haha, makes you wonder, eh? This is the kind of overanalyzing I do with just about everything that ever happens to me...kind of annoying, aint it?

Anyways, with this long-winded ending, I bid thee...uh...a hardy "see-you-later", lol...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Party Hardy, or something to that effect...

Happy birthday to the three, party was fun, drunk people are funny (and poor), and there was good times for all...and yet, I still feel kinda down...

Why me down? Me not know! Kris=funny, Mark+beer=funny, and so on and so forth, and I did enjoy myself at Boston Pizza, at least I think I did...

I don't know...it's probably some residual effect from earlier today, or perhaps it's the not going to church thing, or it could be the "feeling" of exclusion (although unlikely), or it could possibly be the sheer amount of people there...or maybe, just maybe, it's because of the realization of the painfully obvious...I'm putting my money on the last one...

I don't know why I even thought that in the first place, not like knowing me or otherwise, without interest and what not, and not like me actually too much, without the being there nor here...I should've mingled more instead of focusing on the blurred...but too late now...oh well...

I hope Mark got home alright...did get kinda worried there when I realized he went out without saying anything...thought he was just gonna hack then come back in...should've just went out with him like I was wanting to do...but I didn't wanna seem too overzealous, because I've never really hung out with drunk people, so I wouldn't know when someone is too out of it to, say, be able to walk home...like when I was overzealous with Donald when he was drinking at Leah's house...but whatever, it's better to be overzealous than underzealous...poor Mark, leaving like that...hopefully not because of something people were saying, then got fed up and left, wouldn't want him to be mad at anyone...but the fact remains, he walked out...I really did think he'd come back soon...but when he didn't come back for quite a while, I started to get worried, told kris 'bout it, he and I went out to see etc etc...that got everyone moving, wanting to find and what not...

Oh, crap...I hope that's not the reason why I'm down, 'cause that'd be selfish of me...me thinking Kris stole my "lets find mark" thunder...boo me, I reek of selfishness...especially because of in front, without the holdingness, and oh, the assiness of myself...I'm too apalled to even be in coherent fashionings...as with earlier in writings...

Hmmm...going back to the Leah's house incident...man, did that ever feel exactly the same way that I'm feeling now...same friday night situation, same person drinking situation, and if I remember correctly, same having of a birthday situation...except this time without the guilt of wanting to drink - no, get drunk - but mostly it is the same situation in my head...bunch of friends situation, that is...except it was the feeling of the exclusion there, even though I felt they were my friends...that's probably part of the reason tonight too, I'm guessing...I mean, I feel like the only ones who I really talked to were people I were already comfortable with, i.e. Rob Kris Mark...and I felt especially ostracised in the last few moments of BP, feeling like I was forcing myself into the conversation group...but I just couldn't pull away, because of the now painfully obvious...but whatever, maybe I just got up on the wrong side of bed couch...

Gahh, I really do overanalyze everything...stupid me...and (you know it's coming), stupid everything...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

That's not good...

Once again, a day that was supposed to be amazing good, with the birthday and the friends and what not, is starting off on the terribly wrong foot...

First things first, I spent hours trying to do a freaking ass stupid math question that was supposed to be rediculously easy, but ended up being rediculously difficult...this was kinda annoying, but nothing to really get worked up about...

Well, after I passed along the othello videos in front of the KSA, I caved in and started to play foosball...lets just say that I did not have a pleasant experience...and as much as I hate to admit it, I did overreact a bit, but only internally, which makes it that much worse...basically, I believe I took something the wrong way, which prompted me to refuse to do something that I should have (all in relation to playing foosball); I think I might have broke some sort of honour code or something, but hey I was feeling kinda low...I always seem to get myself down when I feel excluded...emphasis on "feel", because looking back I think he just wanted to go at it solo...but why the hell should I be banned when he's not doing any better, and never getting anything in, but kicks me out then gets them in, so it's not my fault, so why should I crawl, and he did it himself, and why must I start feeling this way again?!?! IT WAS JUST A JOKE, HE DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING BY IT!!! Or maybe he did...THAT BASTARD!!! ...GAHHH!!! NO!!! EVERYONE SAYS THAT!!! Hrmphghphgh...stupid everything...

Man, I wanted to blow up...but blowing up doesn't seem like the best thing to do right now, displace my anger and what not, 'cause I wanna be happy, 'cause happy is feeling good, and feeling good is good when there's happiness later on at the party!!! Yeah, woohooo, party! Happy birthday Jake Vikki and Emily!!! Whoopie!!! You know what it's gonna be?? AWESOMENESS!!! That's what! Haha...

Ah, repression, calms me down...makes me feel happy...and one day I might blow up at a close friend or family member for no reason! Yay...

Lesson learned: --> "Never Play Foosball When In A Bad Mood"

Who am I kidding, that's not the real lesson I learned...

Real Lesson Learned: --> "Never Play Foosball!!!"

I mean, I suck anyways, and it's not like I'm really friends with the people who play, and I always seem to end up in a bad mood...so what's the point of playing in the first place? I hereby ban myself from foosball, not because I suck, oh no, but because people put me down because I suck, and I don't like getting put down...(well, perhaps if I play with friends who don't mind that I suck, that'll be an exception...).

U know what? I still gotta buy presents! That oughtta get me into a good mood! Hmm, also good mood inducers...perhaps I will get my haircut, even if kris hasn't had his...spiffying up always seems to get me into a good mood! Yeah! Which means, I'm off!

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Gahhh...why me no sleeping?!

First of all, before I forget, I should've put "clean out binder" on the list there, which is actually what I did today, along with finishing my math assignment...

And speaking of math assignment, it's 5:30am, and I've pulled a semi-allnighter, lol...I'll probably get a few hours of sleep...however, this sucks, because I thought I could sleep in 'til 11, except I remembered that I have to do a psych lab, preferrably at 10am, and on top of all that, the othello video that I need to watch I'm getting from someone tomorrow at 8:30am, which means that I gotta wake up at 8!!! Gahhh!!!

And u know what's the funniest thing about all this is?? Why I'm freakin blogging instead of going to bed! Stupid needing to check my e-mail!

Oh yes, and another thing I needed to put on my list, buy presents for the birthday peoples! But what to get...g.c.'s for all? sounds good ta me! Haha...I swear, if I had a reliable source of relatively good income, I would probably put a helluva lot more effort into buying gifts...

Speaking of the party, I have still yet to decide if I should have a haircut before it...I'm thinking I should, but I don't know...hmmm, if that someone is coming, I'll probably make the effort for getting a haircut, actually try to look semi-spiffy for once...

Oh, and another thing I wanted to end up doing, rate my professors! I wonder how you'd be able to do that...thought I'd help out in the cause for grading the graders!

And now I'm just writing down anything I can to procrastinate...yes, that's right, procrastinate...from what?? From sleeping! Why the heck am I procrastinating for sleeping! Flippery digits...

Okay, now I'm not even making any sense...flippery digits? What the prac does that even mean?? Prac?? Gahhh...me go sleepy now...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Things To Do Before Next Week:

• Do insanely long and arduous math assignment (stupid graphing!)
• Study for English Midterm, incl. reading crazy amounts of sh.stories/othello, watch othello, work out problems to given essay topics, etc. etc...
• Study for Philosophy midterm, go through big list of topics from "study guide" sheet.
• Do psych group project research, go to meeting, etc etc...
• Study for Econ quiz (although not terribly important, even if it is work a sizeable chunk of my mark).
• Get a haircut
• Go to anime, remind Kris to go, possibly be a man for once and at least ask for info...
• Watch movie cd Mojda let me borrow, esp. Napoleon Dynamite and Robin Williams.
• Switch banks to the no-charge CoastCapital thing (although this can wait also)
• Exercise!!!
• Start cleaning out garage/my future room (can wait, but hey I might as well put it down too, never hurts to know what you gotta do...)
• Crap, buy graphing paper for my math assignment! IMPORTANT!!!

There's probably a bunch I missed, but this seems to be the general list...don't wanna go off into a rant, and this seemed like the best way to get what's on my mind without going off on tangents...

So with that, I gotta bunch of schooling I gotta start waking up to! Study study study!!!

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit: Hmmm, it was supposed to be numbers, and not this weird flowery thing...wanna sleep, so I'm not gonna figure out a way to fix it tonight...oh well...although, this does make me wanna either change my layout, or just go onto a different blog altogether...]

Well then...that was unexpected!

I've gotta say, today was a bunch of unexpected awesomeness, that's for freakin' sure!

First things first, you know that english essay I had to do a while back? The one on the Shakespeare sonnet? The one I pulled an allnighter to do?? Well guess what......I GOT A FRICKIN A!!! That's insane!!! First of all, the fact that I got that in english is amazing enough...secondly, I did it in one freakin night, and really late at night to boot, so wassup wit dat?!? I don't feel like I deserve this mark...but whatever, an A is a freakin' A!

However, this truely is a mixed blessing...although the A does stand for awesome, as in how freakin' awesome that A is, the way of achieving this mark does tend to lead me toward even worse study habits...I mean, if I can pull off an A by doing an allnighter, why the hell should I start my work any earlier than that?? This is exactly the kind of thing I wanted to get away from in high school...But you know what? I know the exact reason why I got an A. The answer's so simple that it's almost rediculous...I got an A because I was actually interested in what I was doing for once...I know, rediculous! But that's what happened to me in Engl 12, that's what happened to me in business (well, some business classes), and that's what happened to me on this essay. Period. That being said, why the hell don't I get more interest in things that should be important to me?? Haha, that's a question that I'll probably never stop asking...

**Mental Note**
->Must remember to blog later on about my realization that the only reason why I liked math so much in high school was because it came so easily to me. It's not coming so easily anymore, and now I'm starting to loathe it...and is this because it's no longer easy, or because my teacher is horrible? Oh, and also blog about the fact that I have always had great math teachers...
->And that thing I realized about the everyone having a set amount of happiness, and that new things that seem to give more happiness are really just replacing the last happiest thing you did...
**End Mental Note**

Anyways, moving right along here, my next unexpected awesomeness occurred right after I got my essay back. What I am talking about is my psych test. I spent the greater part of this afternoon cramming for it, close to 5 hours I think, and even though I had Engl. before my psych test, thus nullifying my extremely last minute cramming I usually do, I feel like I aced it! That's a freakin' awesome feeling, since last time I felt like I didn't know jack...that was a horrible feeling, 'cause of the whole knowing I could've aced it if I tried a bit harder dillio...but the point to remember is that studying actually pays off! Well, again with the cramming on the day of instead of before, with the bad habit formi-ness...but whatever! Ace!

However, not all the unexpectedness was awesome, oh no...I realized at the end of engl, before my essay was returned, that I still had to do my Economics homework due tomorrow at 8am, as well as my freakin disasterous math assignment that keeps getting postponed like hell...that was not a fun realization at all...basically saying that I'm most likely gonna have to pull at least one all nighter this week...but then I got my essay back, and WOOOHOOOO!!! WHO CARES!!! Heh...

And that was my unexpectedness...or so I thought, up until a few minutes ago when I was listening to Audio Placebo...well anways, I was listening to it, and I realized that the last song kept on going even when the music stopped, and at that instant I realized something profound...SECRET TRACK!!! SECRET TRACK!!! KICKASS!!! Oh yes, I found the secret track, and what a track it is! LOL! Screaming eagle! HAHAHA!!! I mean hell, you could probably sell the cd based on that alone! Haha! Hmmm...perhaps there should be a comedy cd of sorts in the future for these guys? Or any of yous guys reading out there in T v...uh, Internet land?? Haha...

So anyways, that was my day, and now I'm potentially off to do my economics! Gnite everybody!

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Well then, it's been quite the social rollercoaster...

Well, I've gotta say one thing...this weekend KICKED ASS!!! ...and then sucked like hell. Yeah...

First things first, why the hell don't I ever get enough sleep?? That's just retarded, staying up for no reason! I didn't end up taking a nap before the interphase show, so all night I was kinda loopy, with the whole having only a half hour of sleep and all...however, I kinda liked being drunk on lack of sleep, kinda intensified everything there, from the whole feeling isolated at first with the bunch of people I don't know, to the awesomeness afterwards with the whole getting along with everyone so well and such...

Oh, and the music was AWESOMENESS PERSONIFIED!!! ...or something to that effect.

But really, they kicked major behind! Interphase was much better than I was expecting...way WAY better than many of the lame-o rock bands I've heard at night shift...hopefully this isn't just a bias with them being my friends and all, but to me they kicked butt no matter what! And although I came late (danged having to drive my mom to work) and missed half of Elaine's insanely talented vocals / guitariness, I heard enough to be amazed!

And then there was the afterparty thing I mentioned before, which was awesomeness indeed, and also included a trip to Boston Pizza, which was a blast in and of itself, even if I did have to mooch, just a little...first of all, the whole ice tea contest with Kris and Gautam going at it was hilarious, and the whole being with a bunch of friends was kickass, plus I talked to Mark a whole bunch; it's nice to get to know new people and the like...

Which just punctuates my point: I was having the time of my life! I love just hanging out with my friends! It makes me feel alive! Even church the next day continued with my alivedness, with the whole being with friends and such; but then, as I always seem to do, I found a way to completely disreguard this feeling of social bliss and completely ruin my entire rest of the weekend...

Somehow, and I don't remember too exactly, I ended wasting the entire rest of the day saturday...not only that, I ended up staying up rediculously late once again! For what reason? Playing freakin' M2M on the freakin' guitar!!! I'm not even that good! Why the hell do I continue to waste my precious youth on frivilousness?!? Sometimes I wonder...

And then there was today. Another sunday down the drain. Because of the lateness of the staying-upins, I woke up close to 1pm...which then led to much laziness for the entire day, incl. a few hours spent playing VG again...plus, with the All-Star weekend, and Delta State, and Simpsons, and Iron Chef America, this sunday was quite conducive to couch-potatorie...hmmm, that reminds me...

WOOOO!!! GO FEENIE!!! LUMIERE ROXXORS JOR BOXXORS!!! GO CANADA!!! Heh, Iron Chef America kicked ass...worth the wasted day?? Absolutely not...however, WOOOO!!!

But seriously, no...I had to study for my freakin midterm, read/watch freakin othello, register for UBC or risk not being able to attend fall semester...this really blows! Hmmm, I think I should register now and not waste time whining on my blog...

And, 45 mins later, done! Well, still gots ta pay for it first, but other than that, izzarreitt...man, sixty bucks just to apply to the frickin place...freakin' money-grubbery!

Riiight, before I got sidetracked with actual work...I was complaining about the lack of doing anything today. This sucks. I should've gone to UBC today and study w/ Rob like he always asks me to do. But noooooo, I had to stay up late for no good reason! And now it's quarter to 3am, I'm slightly tired (which sucks 'cause I should be uber-tired), and I still haven't done any actual schoolwork! I hate weekends, I never do anything productive...

Which could lead me into a rant about how I never get anything done because I always seem to get lazy when I'm at home, leading into how my new house is turning into my old house in the way that I'm using it as an excuse to be lazy, which would then lead me into a rant about how I should have my own place / own car / etc etc, which would continue on with a rant about how little money I have, continuing even more with my complete lack of getting-a-job-iness, and finally ending with a rant about my lack of initiative, or ambition, or drive, or whatever you wanna call it...but I'm lazy...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Wow, it's like summer '99 all over again...

Well then, I spent my entire afternoon playing Vagabond's Quest, an online rpg-type thing that I used to play all the time in the summer...man, it's awesome, but it eats up so much time! I just start playing, and I can't seem to stop...Actually, I guess it'd be kinda dull for most normal people, since it's mostly just a bunch of stat maneuvering, but that's the only thing that keeps me interested in RPG's at all, the number crunching...yes, I'm a geek, I know...but hey, seems to work to my advantage for becoming an accountant, eh? Heh...

It's 5:30. Interphase concert in about an hour. Only slept for roughly less than an hour...because first of all of that orc seige game last night, and now today with the nostalgic Vagabond's Quest...that's how addicted to RPGs I am! It's like I'm reverting back to high school or something...that can't be good...

Well, what's done is done...I'm off to take a nap before the concert, cya guys there or something...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Man...

Been in kind of a slump lately...I don't know, from the consecutive allnighters, to the NHL cancellation, to the car breaking down, to my rediculus sleeping habits, everything just seems to be getting me down now...

Completely wasted my entire day, from the waking up at 3pm, to feeling physically sore all over, to watching way too much non-regular tv, to playing the rediculously addicting flash rpg game on newgrounds (called Orc Siege), this day hasn't been at all productive...Even now, it's 2am, I've got class at 8, with homework due for that class, which of course I haven't started yet...heh, some revelation I've learned, eh?

I've been addicted to M2M now, so much so that I stayed up 'til 5am last night learning a few of their songs on the guitar, and the sad thing is that I'm not even playing most of them very well...was going to make a cd today, but of course I was too lazy...actually, I was too lazy to blog earlier, and the only reason why I'm blogging now is because it's just a procrastination to doing my homework...

Wow, just learned that Valen has a blog too, and there's a song playing in the background that's sounding fairly awesome, must remember to ask her what it is...it repeats the word "incomplete" a number of times, oh and is says "Currently Playing - Incomplete" in the viewer bar at the top their...doi...
[Edit (2:18am) - Holy crap, it's from the frickin backstreet boys! Man, that was surprising...well, at first, then it seemed to fit (Valen being the biggest BSB fan I've ever met, and believe me I've met many). I can't believe how good it actually sounds...if this awesomeness continues onto the rest of their new cd, oh man, I think I'll become a BSB fanatic myself! Heh...]
[Edit (2:33am) - Haha, I just remembered, Valen said that my own voice sounds like Kevin's from the backstreetboys...thought it was funny, so I'm putting it here]

Oh, and on a side note, in regards to the NHL situation, I've been saying since the summer that the compromise would be a luxury tax with a salary cap somewhere around the mid $40's, and what do you know, now everyone else thinks so too! Can't anyone ever figure out that I'm always right?? Haha...

Man, I feel like I've actually run out of things to ramble about, I guess that means I'm gonna hafta actually do my homework now...nuts...I mean crap...heh, family guy...
[Edit (3am) - Well then, haven't even started my work yet...seems like I've found other ways to procrastinate, from looking up backstreetboys to arguing to someone about how you shouldn't not like bsb because of their image and just listen to the music for what it is, to playing M2M on the guitar some more...and now I've got class in less than 5 hours, with homework I've haven't even started yet, and I still wanna get some sleep in...not good...it's almost as if I've gotten used to pulling allnighters, and that can't be good for my health...both physical and mental, and probably emotional to boot...but whatever, I'm just rambling on to procrastinate once again...Ima stoppie now...]

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit (3:45am) - Dagnabbit, this freakin Macro homework was actually interesting! And since it was so interesting, I'm freakin' wide awake now! It's making me wanna play Orc Siege...but then I'll probably stay up all night, so I don't know...then again, I'm only gonna get like 2 hrs of sleep anyways, eh? Heh...]

[Edit (6:34am) - Well, it's official...my sleeping pattern has turned to crap...an unintentional allnighter has yet again occurred, except this time with the sleeping in 'til 3pm means that I should be okay...stupid flash game...but no matter, I'll just have a quick nap at school again, lol...]

Curse you, M2M!!!

GAHHH! Frickin' heck...stupid M2M and their incessent catchy songs! Enticing me to find their tabs and play their music when I should be doing my paper that I haven't even started yet but is due tomorrow...

Stupid being tired because of not getting enough sleep because of pulling an allnighter yesterday...

Stupid me for being such a procrastinator and not finishing this off last month...

Stupid blogging taking me away from starting my frickin paper!

Stupid lack of coherency...

Screw this...STUPID EVERYTHING!!!

And to think, I was so awake for a moment there, but then I just wasted my time and now I crashed and I feel like falling over just like last night, except now I don't have a very interesting subject to write about...And it's not like I have that much to write about, it has a MAXIMUM of 700 words, so it's not terribly long...but then I don't wanna have to do the stupid citations and all that junk...but oh well, I'm gonna have to do it eventually, so I should just bite my lip and get it over with...boo, I was always one to walk in slowly and get used to the cold water...

[Which reminds me, talked 'bout stuff in Psych, made me more aware in the type of person I am, and I realized why I'm so clingy...it's just in my nature...or something...but no time for this now...]

Heh, I've got class in 5 hours...don't think I'm gonna make it to that one! Unless I hustle, heh...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit (6:30am) - Finally able to hit my stride, as if my mind just passed through a moment of clarity...I've done more work in the past half hour than in the previous 6...and now I'm back to work! SCHAWING!!!]

[Edit (7:15am) - Oh man, I'm finished! And I was finished so quickly! Amazing!!! Oh wait, it only took me like an hour or so to actually get it done...WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I JUST DO IT A WEEK AGO?!?! Gaahhh...but whatever, time for me to be sleeping now...or wait, I could go to class...I seem relatively alert, maybe I will go to class! Awesomeness! Heh...]

Ah, Shakespeare...

Thought it seemed appropriate for a day like today...doing my english explication essay on this poem...so without further adieu...

Sonnet 130
by William Shakespeare

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damasked, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground.
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare.

Friggin awesome poem, even if I didn't understand it fully the first time around...

Basically, it's about this guy who talks about his girl, and how she's not perfect, but still loves her all the same...and he spoofs the tired love cliches at the same time! Awesomeness! Makes his love seem that much more realistic...

Plus the last two lines are the best lines out of the whole thing! He's saying that his love for her is rare, even though she just shrugs it off as the former loves she lied about (belied) in comparison to his own love (false compare)...so basically, she's saying "So you love me? Who cares! Lots of guys loved me! What makes you so special?"

Haha, this is fun...here's my dumbed down, modernized version of Shakespeare's Sonnet 130:

So my girl's eyes aren't bright like the sun
Her lips aren't red like coral
Her boobies look dull
She ain't no blondie
She ain't gots no rosy cheeks
Her breath reeks!
And sure, I love listening to her voice,
But I'd much rather listen to some music
Okay, so I never saw a goddess walking,
But c'mon, my girl walks like an elephant!
But so what! She's the love of my life!
Even if she doesn't think it's anything special...

Now that I think about it, this kinda reminds me of M2M songs..."Girl In Your Dreams" being the most obvious to me..."Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like/ or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky/ and I'm not sure if I'm the girl in you dreams/ but I can show you what love means"...heh, M2M, they were awesome...I could go on, but that'll just take away from the awesomeness of Sonnet 130!

[p.s., I was doing this instead of writing my paper on this poem, lol...]

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Holy Crap...

Holy crap, I'm friggin' Mr. Procrastinator, right here...gotta do 3 friggin' papers by monday! Holy crap, holy crap, holy crap! And I'm friggin' tired!!!

Stupid friggin' food allergies, stupid movies, stupid using every single excuse to procrastinate that I can! It's friggin' past 1:30am sat. night! Holy crap, holy crap! I'm not gonna make it!!!

I can't believe I didn't do it yet either...could've gone home early wed., but stupidly didn't and wasted all my time...so thurs. I rebuked my friends and my foosball and went home early, only to watch 7 episodes of buffy in a row! Fri.? Same thing! Stupid friggin' buffy...

And today, nearly exact same thing! Came home from church, stomach all in knots after eating some weird sandwich spread thing I was allergic to, feeling like crap, which made me complacent and sprawl on the couch all afternoon watching sports clips and movies and basketball and hockey and food channel and whatever else I could watch to procrastinate...including watching friggin Dark Oracle on YTV! Friggin lame-ass kids show that I probably enjoyed while watching until I realized that it was past midnight when it ended!

And now, instead of hunkering down to doing my friggin papers, I've wasting time friggin blogging! I'm a horrible person! BAH!!!

Stupid everything...heh, undergrads...

BAAAHHHH!!! I don't wanna start yet...whine whine, etc etc...

Holy crap, I'm friggin' tired...but I won't sleep until I get at least one essay finished! Lets see, psych seems easiest being only a summary of an article...then english should be next, even though that'll probably be the hardest, 'cause of the stupid poetry thingy and not having even chosen a friggin' poem yet, stupid me and my forgetting to do this...and then there's the freakin' phil paper, which should be fairly straightforward, being that the topic and method of writing is all layed out section by section; however, phil paper's worth 20%, engl is 15%, and psych is 10%, which suggests that my order is kinda backwards...but then again, engl and psych is due on monday, while phil is due on tuesday, so then I should definately have monday's finished first, therefore having my previous order fit better...so to sum up, I'm off to do my psych summary paper thingy!!!

Crap, I haven't even read the friggin article yet...gotta print it out still...craaappp....

Not yet. Still don't feel ready. BAAAHHH!!!

Okay, well I'm gonna print it now then...

Which reminds me...stupid printer not being able to print things out clearly anymore, with the stupid blurring, and the having to press the button every time to print, and the having to put the printed page back in to print the last few lines 'cause I forced it to print, and the always being crooked 'cause I had to print it over again...BAAHHHH!!!

Hmmm, on the plus side, the article is called "EFFECTS OF VIOLENT VIDEO GAMES ON AGGRESSIVE BEHAVIOR, AGGRESSIVE COGNITION, AGGRESSIVE AFFECT, PHYSIOLOGICAL AROUSAL, AND PROSOCIAL BEHAVIOUR: A Meta-Analytic Review of the Scientific Literature." Yes, it is seriously this long...but the point is this: at least it's fairly interesting! Haha...

Oh wait, review of scientific literature?? Crap, this sounds like the kind of thing my teacher told me not to do...stupid not reading the article before I got her to approve it...even more so, stupid not even finishing reading the title!

And I'm still printing it out...it's only seven pages, but it's taking forever! Might as well start reading the pages I already printed out while I wait...

Haha, great, talking w/ Reuben 'bout how he saw my old band play tonight, and now we're talkin up a storm now...not that I mind, but it is kinda distracting, lol...

Heh, 2:30am now, still talking to Reuben, but I'm enjoying it profusely...haha, karmacanix talk...and yes, Reuben agrees, Trevor also reminds him of Napoleon Dynamite!

Holy crap, it's 3am, Reuben went to bed, and here I am looking at the Karmacanix website...and what do I see, or, not see?? The recordings of me singing are down! GAAHHH! Oh well, I was surprised they kept it on for so long...but oh well, I still gots my copies on my comp! So now I'm listening to those things now! Instead of doing my work, or even finishing reading my freakin' article!!! HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP!!!

At least it's printed...And now, listenting to my old recordings, I realize that I didn't sound half bad...I used to be so embarrased about those songs, 'cause I knew I could've done better, but now it's sounding fairly awesome! Maybe I was being too hard on myself before, or maybe listening to it brings back old memories, and the nostalgia has giving me rose-coloured glasses, or earmuffs, or whatever...earmuffs? what the heck? Time for slee CRAP! I can't sleep yet!!!

Wow, I'm gonna get off this friggin distraction right now...hopefully I won't become a zombie with the lack of sleeping and all...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[p.s. - Just started talking to Moe...haha, nuts...so much for getting down to business...stupid always going for every little procrastination I can go for!!!]

[Edit (past 5am) - Decided to just stop with the whole trying to finish a paper tonight, esp. since I'm so out of it right now...therefore, I've decided to just set up everything so that I'll be able to write my papers super quick tomorrow...see, with the rampant ungrammariness, better to leave it to tomorrow...and by setting up I mean title page, references, and what not...bah, no more rambling, must be sleepy...but still have to set up phil paper...stupid interesting poem, bah...]

[Edit (next day, 1am) - Just thought I'd continue here, despite already having another posting...whining 'bout papers kinda unrelated to valentines day poetry stuff...anyways, just wanted to post that I've finally finished one paper, except now I'm feeling very rambunctuous and not really wanting to focus onto my other papers...that sucks...but oh well, I'm gonna go video clipping on the net, with newgrounds, ebaums, kontraband, etc as the likely destinati - what the heck, my sister just gave me a bowl of leftover melted chocolate from her cake! Awesomeness!!! That'll keep me going tonight...haha, hopefully I'm still hypersensitive enough to the caffeine that it'll keep me awak - holy crap, my sis just came back saying that she can mix strawberry whipped cream in with the leftover chocolate! AWESOMENESS!!! Anyways, I'm off!]

[Edit (next day, 4:30am) - Holy crap, I'm a freakin' idiot! I have crossed the line between procrastination and just plain idiocy! I've spent the last 3 and a half hours freakin watching videos! That's horrible! And now I'm so frickin' tired that I wanna fall over, but I can't go to sleep, for fear of waking up at 2pm without having my english paper done! That's horrible! I'm horrible! GAAAHHHH!!! And yet I blog...to release the stored tension, I guess...which is strange, since I sound all super worried and hyper, but in reality I'm just blankly staring at my screen and typing away...and now I'm just rambling 'cause I'm so friggin tired...maybe I should go to bed, wake up around 11ish...but that's kinda pushing it fairly close...I'll try my best with the paper now, but if it turns out to be crap, I won't hesitate to leave and go to bed...yeah, that sounds good...bah, I'm stupid...]

[Edit (next day, 5:42am) - Wow, I'm actually getting a bunch of work done, and all because I picked a poem that I could really connect with, and interesting to boot. It's taken my sleepiness and shoved it onto the backburner, while sparking much insight into how I should write my essay. However, this poses a problem, because whenever I think up genious in my mind, the words I thought up usually dissipate by the time I write them onto the page...meaning, it sounds a lot better in my head :-) but anyways, back to my essay!]

[Edit (next day, 10:30am) - Oh man, I'm finally finished my english essay...I'm so wiped, I spent the last 3 hours trying to finish off the last little bit...it's so sunny, but alls I wanna do is sleep...so gnite yous guys and all that...]

Dag Nabbit...

Well then, the past few weeks have been an incredible slide into personal obscurity...I don't even know what that means...

But the point is this: There is absolutely nothing redeeming about anything that I've done recently. I feel like I've done absolutely nothing, and I'm probably right. I've spent most nights watching tv, or surfing the net, or whatever until waaaay too late...tonight being an example, as it is 3am...

To put some numbers on this whole event, I have 3 papers and a math assignment due next week, and I haven't even started any of it! Too busy watching buffy, or playing foosball, or checking out the funny movie sites, mostly...this sucks!

Jackie could've given me a ride home at 4 yesterday (well, haven't slept yet so feels like today), but instead I decided to stay at school and do jack all instead...I then played hours upon hours of foosball, actually becoming so foosball'd out that I couldn't even get a goal on the three-bar with no defenders...stupid Adam and his "I'm so much better than you that I can mock you by going rediculously easy and still win" demeanor...bah!

And you know what? Stupid Adam and his lack of giving out the freakin e-mail list! I wanna know Dianne's e-mail, and I'm always waaaay to petrified to ask myself! I was going to today, except I gots that whole chest cold thing going for me..."so hey, what's your e-mai...*cough cough* *hack phlegm hack* *cough* ...ail?" I don't think so...

Heh, I'm always having an excuse...first it's cause I was eating, then with the strike, then with the running off too quickly, then with the ignorant Rob jacking my spot next to her last week, and today with my phlegminess...

I don't even know why I decided to ramble tonight...haven't really had the will to recently...maybe it is the whole culmination of rediculousness that I'm continually dumping on myself, or the realization that I've got my priorities all wrong...or maybe it's because of a serious lack of sleep combined with mild illness-induced delirium...heh, I'm liking the semi-delirium theory myself...except I'm not so spaced out that I start to feel death itself, like I usually do...but anyways...

Man...enough of this...I've got myself a few new realizations...

#1 - Friends are overrated. They shouldn't hold such a big focus. My wanting to run w/ friends, even though I'm sick, even though I had to wait 'til 10pm, even though it was cold as hell, contributed to my lack of homework-doing, and lack of doing anything at all...no more of that!

#2 - Foosball/Pool/etc. is overrated. As Robert has warned me before, I'm started to neglect every single other aspect of my life (both academic and otherwise) just to waste a crapload of hours onto a game that I'm not even terribly good at...no more of that!

#3 - Relationships are overrated. Either that, or I'm just a dufus for not trying harder to get one in the first place. Or maybe I should just realize that I do not need a significant other to rationalize my existance, as I did a few summers ago...or was it last summer...either way, no more of that!

#4 - Religion is extremely underrated. In this recent period of slothful idleness, I feel like I've become spiritually empty. This, above all else, is the crappiest. And yet I still do nothing...stupid spiral downturn into my own personal obscurity...I don't even recognize myself anymore...ahhh, that's probably what I meant by that...but you know what? No more of that!

Hmmm...well that's good and all, but will I actually put any of this into effect? Oh, the irony of idleness: you realize what you gotta do to snap out of it, but you're too lazy to do anything about it...stupid lack of motivation, killing my pontential for success, as it has to other I know...

Well then, it's late enough, time for the getting of the snoozing of the lying down now on the couch en mher jhaven schoile...

[And to think, I was just going to post "This sucks..."] heh...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Survey thingy

[From Sheena's blog]

Three Things

[Name 3 schools you went to]
-- Kwantlen
-- BCIT
-- McNair

[Name 3 of your favorite vacations spots]
-- Gibsons / Sunshine Coast
-- Any warm-lake type area w/ camping
-- Uh...Europe?? That was fun...

[Name 3 things in your wallet]
-- Driver's License
-- Debit Cards
-- 6 School ID Cards (3 McNair, 2 BCIT, 1 Kwantlen)

[Name 3 things you always wear]
-- Jacket of some sort (vests are incl.)
-- Underwear
-- Uh...Glasses! Haha...

[Name 3 favorite songs]
(As of right now...usually changes quite a bit)
--Vroom - Dumb Like That
--Savage Garden - To The Moon And Back (b/c I can play on the guitar!! heh...)
--O-Zone - Dragostea Dintai (a.k.a. the Numa Numa Dance Song!!!)

[Name 3 favorite places to shop]
-- Electronic Boutique / Futureshop
-- Old Navy
-- Any grocery (but not now...when I'm able to have my own place and cook my own food and keep all my spices and cool ingredients in a large pantry...heh, culinary freedom is one of my goals...well, freedom from having to cook whatever my mom buys, haha...)

[Name 3 THINGS you love to do]
-- Hanging out with friends
-- Blogging
-- Playing Ultimate / Working Out (of which I have not done in quite some time...)

[[Aside: Wow, didn't put playing video games on there! That means it didn't come to mind very quickly! Awesomeness!!!]]

[Name 3 most valuable things]
-- Hmmm, can't say I'd truley miss anything if I lost it...
-- Since material items are just whatever to me right now...
-- But since I have to answer...uh, GBA?? But not really...

[Name 3 of your fav colours]
-- Green (but not the weird dark green my sis likes)
-- Blue
-- Greys (for shirts...don't really have another fav colour)

[Name 3 foods you love]
-- Sinagang
-- Turkey / Chicken Dinner (mostly for the Mashed Potatoes & Gravy)
-- Pizza...but slightly changed now from a decade ago, my fav. pizza now is ground beef with mushrooms and banana peppers....mmmmm...


[Name 3 recent expenses]
-- Food (soup) from the food court @ lansdowne
-- Calzone thing from Danny's Market
-- As of tomorrow, Buffy Season 6 DVDs!!!

[Name 3 of your fav cartoon/fictional
characters]
-- Nits from Undergrads
-- Taran Wanderer from the Chronicles of Prydain
-- The 2005 NHL Season...what, it counts, it's fictional!

[Name 3 goals in 2005]
-- Become more motivated in my studies
-- Get a good-paying and/or career-related job, esp. in the summer!
-- I'd have to agree w/ Sheena: "spiritual growth (hopefully the occurrence of this would carry on to strengthening relationships and such)"

[Name 3 plans for next weekend]
-- Go to church
-- Start & Finish my Ethics paper
-- Uh...work out or something? I should go swimming...

[3 people in your mind right now]
-- Sheena (since I took this survey from her blog...)
-- Vicky (since she's sitting right next to me in the comp lab...)
-- Chris Walters and Grace from KSA (man, they're actually an item now! Seems like an odd couple...but hey I'm happy for them both, esp. Walters!)

[3 things you're going to do in an hour]
-- Probably go home
-- Go to the bathroom
-- Uh...oh crap, I gotta study! I've got a midterm tomorrow at 8am!!! Dag nabbit...

[3 words/phrases you like to use a lot]
-- SCHAWING!!!
-- Haha, lol, uh...
-- That's cool / Nice / Awesomeness

[3 things you didn't like last year]
-- Completely wasting the summer away
-- Not having a room to call my own (still having quams about it right now too...)
-- Being blinded by infatuation

[3 things friends do to u very often]
-- Make me feel included
-- Make me feel excluded (although completely unintentionally, I'm sure...)
-- Uh...happy happy joy joy??

[3 things u do when you're sad]
-- Blog (unless I'm super depressed, then I don't feel like bothering...but then I don't really feel like bothering to do anything...)
-- Distract myself somehow, be it either w/ friends, school, video games, or TV...
-- Pray

[3 things you do when you're happy]
-- Become all hyper
-- Become more active (maybe work out / go outside more than I usually would)
-- Sing to music / Guitar it up / etc...(but alone...w/ people, this counts as being hyper, haha...)

And that's the quiz! I liked this one, not too long but not too short, and without any terribly difficult questions to answer to boot!

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Today in a nutshell...

Well, I'll start from last night...watched two frickin' movies, Cheats and House of 1000 Corpses, stayed up 'til 4-5am...cheats was cool, but the rob zombie movie sucked ass! I never did like 70's horror much...anyways, the point of this was that I didn't get much sleep...

But onto today:

1) Dentist!!!
2) Anime!!!
3) Free food!!!
4) Foosball!!!

And there ya go...

But I can't just leave it at that, that's not a Justin-esque post! Haha...but let me expand on this...so read at your own risk (of becoming temporarily narcoleptic)!

1) Well, I woke up fairly early, about 9ish, but then I fell back asleep...then I woke up at the time I wanted to, a little past 10, but then I just couldn't get up! It was so weird, I woke up early but then ended up sleeping in half an hour! But that's not the point...the point is that I only had a few minutes to shower, eat, and brush my teeth before my dentist appointment at 11:15...also, I took too long in the shower, so I was rushed to eat...after I ate, it was already passed 11, but then I realized that I had to go brush my teeth! You can't go to the dentist with chicken suck in your teeth, that's embarrassing! But moving along, by the time I left it was already 11:15, so I was freaking out...all for naught, however, since I still had to wait 20mins before I started my cavity filling...man, I'm so hypersensitive to pain, it's rediculous! I had to have two shots of the stuff to properly freeze my jaw! And I was still feeling the sting! But I got through that ordeal, without passing out or what not, so I'm good...however, my face continued to be frozen for quite a while, including when I came to school...

2) After I left the dentist, it was already quarter to two, so I went straight to kwantlen so I could get to the anime meeting...and lo and behold, I felt like a dufus! I could barely speak properly with half my face all numb, and once again I felt like I was a fool in front of the hottest girl in the school...not to mention last time at the meeting I was stuffing my face with greek food, thus limiting my charm in attracting this girl...but anyways, I wasn't able to ask her for info, but that's mostly because the episode ran late and she left before I had the chance...but oh well, there's always next week...

Bah, you know what? I'm starting to not like this "I never use names" thing in my blog...do you wanna know who's the hottest girl in school? Frickin' Dianne, who goes to the anime thing, that's who...she's friggin 5' tall, and frickin curves galore, and yet she's still amazingly cute, and what not, etc etc, you get the picture...but once again, I don't give a hoot about looks, it's all about personality...so far, she seems really nice, but I really would like to get to know her...

Anyways, onto the other parts of my day...

3) After the anime thing, I came to hang out at 3rd floor, talked to the guys and what not, but then also went with Roger to eat...oh, but first we went to the comp lab, and I tried to check my e-mail while Roger oggled the gun accessories, but the crappy thing is that the stupid browsers at this school don't seem to run javascript properly, and therefore hotmail no longer works! I couldn't check my friggin e-mail, and freakin Melodie e-mailed me back! I need to know where to pick up my freakin Buffy Season 6! I've been carrying around a crapload of money for way to long! But I digress...

After comp lab, Roger and I went to go eat...however, Roger remembered that they were giving out free food, so we decided to see if they still were...lo and behold, they were just barely still giving out more food! That's awesome! I got bagloads of chips, plus some salad, and a burger (sans buns, due to the sesame), plus a crapload of condiment and contiment-like items (such as pickles and a heaping pile of peppers!) and man, that was goooooood....I had a killer stomach ache for about 3 mins after eating all those peppers, but it was sooo worth it! Free food always seems to taste awesome...well, except when it decides that it still wants to live, i.e. forces its way back up, ug...but whatever! Today's free food was awesome!

4) So after coming back to 3rd floor and eating our food, I started playing Mohsin's DS for a while, and man I'm so frickin addicted to this Luigi minigame! I was playing it for hours yesterday, and I almost got hooked today if it wasn't for one thing...FOOSBALL!!! Oh yes, Mohsin and I went down to play some foosball before his class started, but not Roger 'cause he bitched out and left! But oh well, we had to wait forever to actually play a game, and I don't even think Moe got to play, so he went off to class...but I ended up staying on, and played a few games with KSA Rob and some other people...anyways, the crowd died down, and Abraham came along as well, so Rob and I ended up facing Abraham and some other dude. THIS WAS THE BEST FOOSBALL PLAYING I'VE EVER PLAYED IN MY LIFE!!! It was awesome! We just kept playing, and playing, and playing, and I was actually doing fairly decent, if not actually good (as compared to my painfully mediocre ways). But we played for what had to be at least an hour, and Rob and I ended up winning in the end with a score of 10-7...let me say this again: WE WON 10 GAMES TO 7!!! We played 17 friggin games! This was the most fun I've played at foosball EVER!!! And man, that was so freakin' awesome...

Anyways, after winning the campaign, I hung out with Abraham for a little bit, but then I realized that nobody was watching my stuff! I started to somewhat freak out! Hmmm...actually, I don't think I did, I just went up the elevator and got my stuff...oh well...man, I'm rambling again...

Anyways, after I got my stuff, I was faced with a decision: go play foosball again, or go to the comp lab?? Just to state the obvious, I'm in the comp lab right now, so I made my decision, haha...why not play foosball again? I just played the best game of my life, why would I wanna risk this happiness by being beaten like a dog against the real pros?! Haha...well, that and I felt like blogging, lol...

Anyways, (haha, 3rd paragraph in a row), I believe it's time for me to get off the blogging and start surfin' the net!

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[[p.s. - No signature thing last post due to having to leave A.S.A.P. w/Shar & her dad...free ride home, all riiiiight!!! Heh...]]