Freakin' Mornin'...

Holy crap, what a freakin' morning...

First things first, since I had yet to do my MacroEcon hw, I decided to set my alarm at 5am yesterday, hopefully getting about 4hrs of sleep. So do I wake up to this alarm of mine? Yes... But did I stay awake? NOOO!!! I freakin' turned off the alarm then fell asleep again! WHAT THE HECK?! I ended up waking up at around 6:40, with a whole bunch of me freakin' out...

So I go to the bathroom, have my 10min shower, and as I begin to shave, I hear this sound of broken glass, accompanied by a yelp by my dad, along with a bunch of "Oh No!"s and other such profanities...my dad then proceeded to knock on the b-room door shouting "The lens of my glasses fell out and shattered on the floor, you're gonna have to pick up your mom from work!" Since I was already stressing with the lack of time of homework-doing, I politefully declined by shouting "I can't drive today!" and other such profanities...long story short, my dad ended up finding an old pair and picked up my mom himself, relieving me of at least some stressings...but as it was just past 7am, and the hw was due in about an hour, giving me around 45mins to do it, its safe to say that I was still relatively stressed...

So I went down, but I was kinda hungry, so upon opening the fridge, I found myself some "Not From Concentrate" Minute-Maid OJ...seeing that this juice is freakin-ass delicious, I poured myself a glass. Lo and behold, my face turned in some strange contusions as I realized that there was pulp in my juice. PULP IN MY FREAKIN' JUICE!!! I hate pulp! Long story short, I'm slightly allergic to orange pulp...don't ask. Anyways, as you can clearly see, my morning has rightly turned to crap.

So off I went to do my hw, when I realized that the page I printed out for my hw is in the comp room. So I go to the comp room, and what do I find? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I was freaking out because it was already ten after seven, seemingly no time to print out a page of hw questions...as you could probably guess by now, I was thoroughly freaking out...but after some near-awakenings of the others in my house, I broke down and printed out the page of hw, giving me now about half an hour to do it in. But then I saw one of the most beautiful sights I've seen on an online hw posting:

"Due: Apr 1 05"

PHHHEWWWWWW!!!

I was so freakin' ass relieved, my morning of horror seemingly has turned around...not only do I not have to do my hw all scrambly, now I have all of freakin' wednesday to do it in! Definately a huuuuge turnaround for me...

So of course, I then spend the next 20mins writing down this horror story in my blog to share to the world, and for me to always remember that everything always turns out for the best, no matter what...

Oh yes, before I forget...
MOHSIN!!! MOHSIN!!! MOHSIN!!!
Hopefully now he'll freakin' read my blog, haha...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Good Day

Sleeping In + Finding CivIII + Turkey Dinner + DoubleBilling @ Hollywood Theatre + Awesome Buffy Episode + Another Movie = One Good Day!

Heh, stupid CivIII was in my parents' room...don't ask...

Happy Easter Everyone! Turkey dinner w/ family always nice...

After turkey dinner, my sis Shaylene and I went w/ my uncle to watch Meet The Fockers and In Good Company, both were AWESOME...but esp. In Good Company, well because I've already seen the first, but more of in the fact that it shows how business is really like...*shudder*...but seeing as I'd have letters after my name (i.e. CA/CGA), I can't see myself having this sort of problem, hehe...

Went home, lazed it up a bit, watched buffy @ midnight...and man, 2nd most awesomestest episode ever! It was "Hush", a.k.a. The Gentlemen, a.k.a. the freakiest buffy episode out there! Creepy as heck...but still doesn't beat the Musical!

Then @ 1:30am, watched Dawn of the Dead...wow, that was surprisingly amazing...super suspenseful and what not...not much character development, but meh, it's a zombie movie, it does what it does extremely well...excellent execution, heh...

And now it's nearly 4am...and I've gots me a hankering for some more CivIII...but I know that if I do, I'll be stuck 'til the sun comes up...oh well, we'll see...

[p.s. - Wow, I must be kinda out of it...not much embelleshment...]

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Easter, with Liberals!

Did my easter program this morning, and wow did it ever go smoothly! Sure, a little flubbed lines here, a mis-timed movement there, but overall it went amazing well! And now it's over, no more line to memorize and what not...phew!

Man, I so wanna do another musical...

Anyways, just watched the Fifth Estate on the net [WARNING - 45min long], and man was it ever awesome...it was the episode about the liberal/conservative battle in the US, and although I largely agreed with the program, and that I do believe that it was quite informative, there is also quite a bit of "liberal bias" in the program as well...I mean, did they really have to go into the personal lives of those conservatives? And why did they only put on conservative quotes that were rediculously bad and left out any rediculous liberal quotes? But whatever, I'm a perennial fence-sitter...

Oh yeah, and one more thing, right at the end the program said the reason O'Reily didn't have an interview is because Fox didn't wanna be labelled as a "conservative" network, with the Fifth Estate insinuating that they really were. The fact of the matter is this: Fox is not a conservative network. Sure, they're news is absolutely the most conservative news there is, but the network as a whole is not. I mean, c'mon, what about the Simpsons, hmmm?? They're shows are much more liberal than other networks', so I say it rounds everything out. The point? Fox news sucks, but fox programs are awesome! Heheh...

As a side note, I think I'm going to start putting up links to these movies on the side now...and then Goon'll start liking my blog again! WOOHOO!!! Heh...but seriously, I might as well...

*Note* I am blatantly ripping off both Kris and Mohsin here [I believe Kris was first], so yous guys please don't ostrasize me for it!

One last thing I wanna talk about before I get off and get ready for MoeStock:

• HEROES IV!!!
• CIVILIZATION IV!!!

Both are coming within a year! TOTALLY AWESOMENESSNESS TO THE MAX!!!

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit, 3:45am: I'm pissed off! I'm freakin' jonesin' for my CivIII, but I can't freakin find the cd! And u know why?? 'Cause I'm living in a virtual hell-hole of clutter! U know why everthing was so clean and what not at my christmas thing? 'Cause everything was thrown into the computer room, that's why! And now it's just a jumble of loose papers, boxes of books, 1-inch dust piles, and quite a bit of other assorted junk! And somewhere within all this crap is my beloved CivIII! The only other place it could be is the equally cluttered garage, but a few nights ago at around 5am I freakin' saw a mouse staring at me through the window, so I don't believe it's a wise decision to go searching for it as of yet...but believe you me, I was extremely tempted to get in there and tear everything apart to find it! I mean it's my beloved CivIII, dammit!

Dang you Mohsin and your showing of the CivIII! DAAANGG YOUUUUU!!! Oh, but great party, btw, heh...even if I was "unfashonably early", heh...]

Been busy...

Well, it's been quite the busy week, and it seems to get even busier...but lets start from where I left off...[again with the warnings of the borings and the "I is not a english majoring" 's...nm, inside joke...]

As per the paper writing, I ended up sleeping a good 6 hrs, from about 9-3, so it was almost like I didn't pull an allnighter...

But after I woke up, I was still kinda groggy...hence my tripping up on the stairs, landing on my shins, and smashing my big toe! Well, stubbed it, but it was quite the hurt...limped around for 3 days, had to wear the wrap on my foot to help ease the pain and what not...even now, it's only beginning to heal up, with me not needing to wear the wrap anymore, but the bruise is still quite apparent and slightly swolen...plus now my shins are actually starting to give me some trouble, bruising up quite profusely...

So why'd you read this junky paragraph anyways? Or did you just skip it on first mention of the hurtings?? Heh...moving right along...

Anyways, monday night I pulled another "allnighter", in which I spent all night finishing my egregiously long math assignment...and that was a toughie...even skipped my 8am class, then proceeded to go to sleep around 9:30-12:30, 'cause I knew I'd fall over if I didn't...went to class, wrapped up foot and all, hung out, more class, the usual...

Wednesday was quite a slack day, but I did end up going to school, watching chobits, hanging out for a short while, grabbing the notes to the studying of the math exam for thursday, studied in the library for the first time in quite a while, picked up my sister, went home, then continued to waste all my time...time which should've been done studying, but oh well...did end up studying at about 1am for an hour or so, just to get into that mindframe...

Oh yes, and wednesday is the day that they finally e-mailed me back! And by "they" I mean "UBC"!!! And my excited tone is in referral to the fact that alls I gotta do is send in my final transcript from Kwantlen and I'll be set! Oh, plus the business school supplimental application thingy, and the fact that I still have to be able to get in...but I mean c'mon, honours at BCIT, how could they not?? Or so I tell myself to calm my nerves...

Anyways, so it's thursday morning, it's quite early, I get myself into full studying mode...then realize that there's not much more for me to study, 'cause I know the basics well enough...so went to school, "studied" for another hour or so (at the chill spot, no doubt), then took my midterm...ah, the midterm taking was not fun, but at least I felt more confident coming outta that exam than the others...came out, hung out w/ the guys some more (yeah, jake and angie were here! Jake's never hear anymore, and Angie's barely here either! I mean, you never notice how different things are until they come back...sure miss them! Next stop: POOL HALL!!! We's gotta go!!!)

Moving along, I left quite early from school, around 4ish, 'cause I had the easter program rehearsals @ church @ 5...so I ended up driving, picking up my 'lil sis from our cousins (from our old house, where she was sleepin' over), and made quite good time during rush hour, if I say so myself, heheh...anyways, first things first, we ordered pizza, and that was quite the ordeal...took forever to find the panago #, then we didn't order enough, so we ordered again, and the pizza wasn't to everyone's liking (no doubt), but it was still quite awesome...and I'm somewhat rambling, but it's nearly 3, so whatever...

Well, during the actual practicing, we sang "Amazing Love" as per our youth/YA choir thing, which actually turned out really awesome...didn't get much actual timing in the 2 hrs of time we were supposed to do it in, but it was enough...Joey's quite the amazing teacher, "I mean this is pretty much my major, you guys! I is not a english majoring!" Heheh...

After the singing rehearsal, there were the play/praise team rehearsals, and that was a blast as well...especially my switching halfway through the service with my 2 songs on congas and 3 songs w/ the violin...heh, playin the violin after getting used to the guitar is quite awesome...I mean, the violin's so freakin tiny! And I've got a 3/4 size myself! Heheh...

Oh, plus there were the dramatics, and DAAAAAAAANG! My sister's a SCARY good actress, I mean it was freakin' practice, and she made everyone cry! That was amazing...I can only dream of moving the audience like she did...which means I gotta practice, must remember my lines! I gotsta remember my friggin' lines!

Which brings me to what I've gotta do all tomorrow, which is practice the songs on the violin, and MEMORIZE MY FRIGGIN' LINES!!! I mean it's on Saturday, not too much time, and I TERRIBLE at memorization...not that I have a bunch of lines though, others've got it quite bad...but here I am, 3am, blogging away, instead of doing something productive, namely sleeping! I swear, I'm eating away my practice time...probably gonna wake up past 12, not much time, since I'm goin' to the Agape (sp?) Feast tomorrow @ my church...wow, so there goes my good friday...

Plus, the big easter program on Saturday! Whoa, busy busy busy! Oh wait, and if I'm not mistaken, is Saturday night not MoeStock??? NIIICE!!!

Man, I'm busy...this is awesome! Now if I can only get my summers to be this busy...

Which reminds me, I gotta do my freakin' resume today...hopefully, I'll be able to get this "Tennis & Track Layering" (or something) job in the summer; good pay, being outdoors, hopefully quite labourous inducing exercise-like qualitities...but mostly good pay, heheh...but I don't wanna count my chickens...

Hmmm...I feel like I'm missing something...probably what I planned to do on sunday/monday, besides turkey myself up...oh well, izlate, me go now! Hehe, me wanna play videogames, but know I shouldn't...we'll see, hehe...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[p.s. - Man, this post is so random...gotta gets it to entertain and what not...]

Café de Paris

Wow, didn't get any work done yet, and I still hafta do my paper due tomorrow...but this was well worth it in my opinion...

"This" would be referring to Café de Paris, the pricy french restaurant on Denman (near english bay) that my uncle took me tonight...and although the food was good, the best part of the whole experience has got to be the waitress/busser...she was freakin' BEAUTIFUL! By far the cutest waitress I've ever seen, with her short blonde hair, and her shortness in general, and cute face, and smile (of course)...I don't know, this was really one over the top beauty, definately approaching zero, haha...

But what put this waitress over the top for me? Well, she reminded me of the german girl I met in London...heheheh, but that's a story for another time, heheheh...

Anyways, the whole experience made me reminded me of a line from "Dumb Like That" --> "I poured my heart out into an empty coffee cup, you drank it up, and left me here to drown, alone..." This was because some people from the net thought that this line meant the girl he was pining for was a waitress from a café, and being that the girl I was pining over was a waitress from a "Café"...however, I don't believe this is a right interpretation: I say that the whole "coffee cup" line is just talking about how he took the girl to coffee, told her how she felt about her, then consequently was rejected...

Man, I really want to do an explication of this song one day...but not now, 'cause I'm off to watch Iron Chef America! Yeah, it's Batali, so it's gotta be good! [oh yeah, plus my paper...heh]

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit: It's 4:06am, and I still haven't bothered to even start my paper yet...well, at first I got on the comp around 11ish, read blogs and talked on msn a bit, but then my sis needed the comp, so I had to get off 'til about 1:30am...however, by that time I was already thoroughly engrossed in an episode of X-files, and I had to finish...but after that, I got sucked into watching Mythbusters, and after that I started channel surfing for a bit, then came to my senses and turned off the tv and went back on the comp...only to finish reading more blogs and what not, procrastinating away until this time right now, in which I have spent the past 4 mins typing all this up...not to be anal or whatever...but anyways, that's all for now, should at least start up my paper writing and whatnot...stupid me, 'cause I can see myself finishing this in about an hour come to think of it...I swear, if I finish before 5am, I'm gonna write a freakin' explication of Dumb Like That...or at least embellish on my EuroTrip experience, hehehe...]

[Edit: Well, it's almost 5am, and I'm finding that this researching bit is quite difficult...haven't even started on the actual essay part of the paper...and now I wanna sleep. This sucks...]

[Edit: Wow, it's ten to 8am, and I'm nearly finished...it seems that I have greatly overestimated my ability to concentrate on doing my work, because over the past three hours, probably about two have been just surfing the internet, watching viral movies and what not...but I'm basically on track now, and I should be going to sleep soon...hopefully before 9, so I can have a good amount of sleep for my allnighter tomorrow night for my math assignment...]

[Edit: Yup, it's 8:30am, and I've spent less than two hours on this rediculously short essay, and once again I pulled a completely avoidable allnighter...but oh well, time for sleeping now! And although I feel a strong urge to play some videogames, I shall not, hehe...]

"You Don't Know Me"

"You Don't Know Me," a novel by David Klass, is a freakin' AMAZING book! Just how amazing, you might ask? So amazing that I spent the past 6 hrs finishing it off instead of doing much-needed homework!

It's pretty much about this guy, 14 yrs old, and his not-so-great life; it really speaks out to me...but the best part about this book is how stylistically AWESOME it is...it's written in first person, and you're really able to get into this guy's head...

Sooo goood....

But now I have to do a paper, plus a longass frickin' assignment for math...so u guys know what that means, eh? Another round or two of allnighters! WOOHOOOooo..oo........

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Long Day...

Long day, and it is 2:30am, and I gotta get up at 8:30...so shortness, yes?? Heh, highly doubtful...

But first, UBC thing...realized not gonna do anything 'bout it yet, wait 'til e-mail reply...stupid waiting for half an hour without them picking up the danged phone...[oh, and thanks Jamieson for the help, and Reuben for the creative weaseling, haha...]

But onto my longass day:

1) Early wake up, econ class, realize that homework was indeed due (sorry Chui), finished it off while in class taking notes, kinda stressed so after I played foos for a while, played w/ Goon, dat was funny...met up w/ Jined and Michelle, talked a bit...couldn't find anybody 'cept angela to watch the Ring 2, but oh well...played foos again, but for too long, 'cause the movie was at 1:15, and I played 'til 12:55...so walked/jogged/sprinted to rich center, met up w/ angela, then watched the Ring 2

2) Ring 2 was a disappointment. Angela seemed to like it, so that's good, but the story nor the atmosphere wasn't anywhere near the first movie...first movie FREAKED THE HELL OUTTA ME!!! Second movie had it's cool moments, but still nowhere near the awesomeness of the first...

3) After movie, we met up w/ Shar and Jemma Gemma (hehe, just kidding), I ate veggie works NY fries, talked it up a bit, basically hung out for a while...then met Tara when she came, then Angela had to leave to catch the bus, but we stayed for a while longer, hung out some more, then I got picked up to go home...

And I'll say this to everyone out there: If anyone needs somebody to talk to, just gimme a call and I'll be happy to help...

4) Got home at 5:20ish, was supposed to be at churh at 6, but sisters had to finish eating or something, so we left home at around five to 6, heh...then some less-than-spectacular driving on my part to get there at 6:15...practiced for the easter sabbath program, group song thingy ended up going very well (at least for me and my lack of practicing), plus the drama's coming together, and what not...long story short, was there from 6:15 to 11:15 practicing...loooong...

5) Then on way back home, went to pick up my mom from work @ Heritage, in ladner...went down 99, through tunnel, missed turnoff, went halfway to langley (or so it felt), turned around, back up 99, went to the correct turnoff, was stupidly overcautious of not driving wrong way and stayed too far to the right thus going back onto the highway, went back through the tunnel, did the whole loop-on-steveston thing, went back through tunnel, took the right exit, picked up my mom, then went home...that was FRICKIN' ANNOYING!!!

6) Got home 'bout 11:45ish, mom then sister grabbed the bathroom, ended up watching the end of School of Rock, and I must say that this movie is pretty freakin' awesome...but shouldn't've watched it, always get sucked into watching tv...wasn't even the entire movie...still, shouldn't on friday night...

7) Shower'd up and what not, read a kids-esque book ("You Don't Know Me"), missed not being able to read at night anymore, got jealous of Bernard's ability to do this, then decided to go blogging on the comp, record my longass day...and now is 3am...nuts.

That's about it...gotta wrap it up, really kinda late now...stupid not getting enough sleep, was hoping for 8hr tonight...oh well...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Holy Freakin' Crap!

Holy crap, u guys...I dunno what the hell's goin on anymore! Interim transcripts due by feb.28?!?!?! SINCE WHEN?!?!?! Gaaaaahhhhhhhh......

And to add to this confusion, frickin' Crystal, the Crystal from kelowna, she's freakin' online for once! And apparently she's super freakin' gothic now!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!

And now I'm off to try and desperately find a phone number so I can vent to the UBC peoples, try to weasel my way in or something...GAAAAHHHHH!!!

Sacred Monkey! Haha!!!

Stayed up late again reading blogs, and talkin' to David on msn...thought I might as well post an entry...

Anyways, I studied crammed all day for my psych test today, for like over 4 hours or so, had english, then my psych test...

Test was harder than I was expecting, but such are the risks of cramming...can't say I really deserved an easier test...

Haha, David just showed me something hilarious...go to dictionary.com and type in "sacred marriage"...what pops up is freakin hilarious!

Anyways, back to my day, after the test I went back and saw a bunch of people were there, including angela and kris and shar and lucas and bernard! Haha...apparently I was hallucinating, and that there was actually nobody there, but then I commented on that whenever I hallucinate, the people are usually better looking...heh...well anyways, I left my bag there with the guys and went back to the class to see if a certain someone was finished yet...

Well, she wasn't done, so I stood around reading the bulletins, feeling like a dank jank, but whatever, if I ever want anything to happen, I at least have to start talking to her more...so I waited 'til she finished, then she finished, and we started talking...

Test was freakin' hard, then about paper due next week, then about info needed for said paper that she's gonna e-mail, then about other things I can't quite seem to remember (nuts...should remember...but oh well, it was just small talk anyways), oh yes one thing was that shar and angela was here, but she doesn't know angela, then talked about how we do the whole "hey, you!", but we don't really know who that person is, then just continue to talk hoping to pick up their name and what not...then we parted ways and I went back to 3rd floor...

I've gotta say, this whole wanting to be friends first thing is really helping out for me, 'cause if not for my new resolve in just wanting to befriend Priscilla, I actually got the "courage" to wait and talk to her after the test, and that was quite awesome, as well as surprising, on my part.

Oh, and sorry if I weirded anyone out in my last post (i.e. Krystle, this is to you!), but I just wanted to prove my point in that I was liking every girl I ended up talking to, and that it was getting quite annoying, haha...

Anyways, after a while longer at 3rd floor, people started to leave, with only Kris and I left behind...then I suggested we foos, and so we did...then I was glued to the table for about a good hour or so, going on 'til 10:15 or so...that was awesome, haha...anyways, I played most of my games w/ Justin Essars, friend from Engl 1100, and man is he a crazy-ass foosball player! And I mean Adam/Robert/Ali(??) good! All I did in back was pass it up to the guy and he scored most of the goals...also, I've learned that I'm freakin' amazing at passing the ball upfield, but not terribly good any much of anything else...maybe more practice or what not, but that's it...alls I need is a good offensive closer up front and I'm practically set! Just gotta work on my defence...

Oh, one more thing to note, while at home, I saw my old business teacher from McNair on tv, 'cause his son's like a basketball star or something on McMath...that was pretty cool, Ii must say!

Anyways, that be all, don't wanna ramble too much when it's 20 to 2 (am) and I've gots an 8am class, haha...so with that, I say gnite! And don't forget to check the suggestion about dictionary.com! Hopefully you won't fly your hand over your head with an obligatory "zzzooooooommmm!!!"

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Fun times tonight, RDRR...

Was a party at Joey's tonight, that was fun...DDR, karaoke, Burnout3, food, cute little kids...but especially the ddr and karaoke; that was awesome...

Well, I've gotta say one thing: I'm really not enjoying being girlfriendless, but not in the actually having a girlfriend kinda way...let me explain...[edit: or on second thought, don't bother...not terribly interesting...no really, just stop reading this and click on a link or something...]

With a gf, there is focus on one woman, and there is no more need for a constant search for others, 'cause one's already been found...when girlfriendless, there is usually a lack of focus, finding potentiality with nearly every girl you either a) Talk to, or b) Come into contact with, be it a brief brush when sitting next to or what have you...[well, at least for me, and only when there is no singular high-potential candidate, but this is irrelevant to my point]

Tonight at the party, my unfocusedness condition combined with both a & b, thus making me feel attracted to someone I would usually not have considered. It first started when I was playing Burnout3 (while karaoke-ing, haha), when she decided to play as well...I thought nothing of it, but then we started talking and what not, and that planted the seed of possibility in my head. Then, shortly afterwards, we were singing karaoke next to each other, and I accidentily brushed her knee...well, considering that I was feeling kinda attracted to her at the time, I decided to hold my leg there to see what happened...although she never moved away, it didn't particularly seem that she even noticed very much, so these results remained inconclusive...but considering that I can't imagine her ever really seeing me that way, I'm gonna assume that she doesn't.

Looking back, I doubt that I was actually really attracted to her, which is good 'cause it goes alongside the extremely narrow chance that she could actually be attracted to me...I blame my lack of focus for my feelings of attraction...

Then again, this isn't the first time I was attracted to her...it was a while back, don't remember quite when...but anyways, the backstory is that I never really found this girl terribly attractive, mainly because I found it difficult to carry on a conversation with her. But one day, while being in a kind of unfocusy situation, I thought to myself, "hmmm, what about Nicole? Could there possibly be any chance of us going out? Well, lets think this through. Do I find her physically attractive? Not initially, but yeah I guess so. Do I like her personality? Yeah, she seems nice enough I guess. Would being married to her cause any problems? No...in fact, being married would mean that I'd marry into her family; wow, with the loving parents, and the cool sibling situation, and the home, and the financial wellbeing, and the religiousness...daaang, that family is awesome. Wow, Nicole is friggin' awesome! Why didn't I see this before?! I think I'm actually falling for her...no, I've already fallen! Dang, she's freakin' beautiful!" Needless to say, I realized within a few days that this attraction was only really based on marrying into what I consider to be the [near]perfect family, and not on Nicole specifically. That's not a good basis for liking someone, not at all...

Oh, and as a side note, I always found women like Julia Roberts and Sarah Jessica Parker to be kind of on the homely side...that is, until I became attracted to Nicole, 'cause she looks just like them. Being attracted to someone who looks like that made me realize that I should give these girls a chance. Not that I find them super-attractive or anything, or even fairly attractive...more of just pushing them above the ugly line...but now I'm rambling...

Bottom line, being unfocused SUCKS

[Hmmm, I hope the past few postings don't make me sound desperate, with the finding myself being attracted to every girl I meet and what not...but oh well, it don't matter, I'm only worth $0.47 $0.60 anyways, haha...]

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[p.s. - Which reminds me, I found out recently that I wasn't the first guy to think up the term "Introverted Extrovert"...must blog about it when there's nothing else to type...]

Frickin' heck...

Alls I've gotta say is that my dad's a freakin' ass...

Comes yelling into the living room, "It's my turn to watch the tv, so switch it to the news!" Being that I wanted to watch the daily show, I calmly said that I'm gonna watch my program...so he raises his voice even more, screaming "I've been waiting all night to watch, so it's my turn! Gimme the remote!" At this point, I stayed calm, hoping that if I did, he might follow...but of course, my calmness just made him even angrier, so he shoved me over and grabbed for the remote...I relinquished it of course, 'cause when he's like this, nothing'll stop the freakin' beast...

Scary thing is, it actually went pretty much exactly as I described it; I have not embellished this story in the slightest...

It's not that I wouldn't have switched the channel, it's just that I wanted to see if my dad could actually calm down and speak his case in a reasonable manner...I even gave him the opportunity to, but he stayed firmly within his "I'm the dad, so I do whatever the hell I want!" reasoning. Rediculous argument, 'cause my mom's the breadwinner in the family, so he has no basis for saying "it's my house so it's my rules"...just so freakin' stubborn, and selfish...he's the most selfish guy I've ever met...

Which leads me to another point I wanna make: I really dislike my father. Of course I gotta love the guy, but doesn't mean I can't dislike him...and it's not even the arrogant, aggressive, abrasive, etc. part that really gets me the most. It's the fact that he had so much potential. He's smart, got his UBC degree, he's personable (or at least used to be), and he really could've been something...but instead, due to sheer laziness and [some other unmentionable factors], he ended up being a deadbeat at 50.

The scary thing for me about this is that everyday, I see myself becoming more and more like my dad...it's kinda freaking me out, knowing that I could end up like that...I mean, there are times when I am just as stubborn, or just as annoying, or just as lazy, and what not...I swear, the worst thing you could ever say to me: "Wow, you're just like your dad."

Because of this, I've noticed that in my youth, I've tended to rebel against my dad by trying to be the exact opposite of what I thought he was...I thought he talked way WAY too much, so I learned to shut up; I became a great listener, but then my speech was much to be desired (or at least it used to be)...he went out every night, always someplace with his friends, therefore I chose to live my life at home and practically never go out; thus, I introverted my natural extroverted tendencies...he has [some unmentionable factors], therefore I will never [have unmentionable factors], and nobody will ever convince me that [said unmentionable factors] is just harmless and would never lead to [more unmentionable factors], because I've seen the proof, if only in my case...

Or maybe I'm just making my dad as the scapegoat of all the wrong things in my life...

Either way, I really need to be able to live away from home, feel independent for once...I realized this quickly at BCIT, with many of my friends living on their own...so why do I stay at home? Well, money is always a problem, but the main reason why I stay is that my mom wants me here. She bought a new house, and wants me to stay. How can I say no to that? There are some other factors, but this is the main reason (I can talk about) why I wanna stay at home...she freakin' misses the "Little Boy Justin"...apparently I was so cute and happy as a child, and you could really see it in my old pictures...but that's another story...

The way I see it, I'll stay until I'm able to have my own room and my own car...if, after a reasonable amount of time, I could feel independent enough to stay at home, so be it; but if not, then it's my time to leave...but I've got to at least give this a chance...who knows, maybe I'll be able to do as Mohsin has done, for his situation is highly enviable to me...

But anyways, as to the fact that I've got an exam in about 8 hours, and I haven't studied for it at all, I'm gonna get off my ranting and try to put a few hours of sleep into me before my exam...

Hopefully this has been a slight insight into the life of Nits, and that I haven't told this story incorrectly...seeing that I haven't ranted off in a fit of rage, I'm assuming it's so...I don't even know why I bothered to write it all down, do I really want everyone to know about this?? But then, who really reads and/or cares enough about this anyways...my blog is much too long for most people to stay interested in, so whatever...but I'm ranting again...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

The Late Night Lunatic

It's 4:30am...don't know why I'm not asleep...fun night though, shaylene's performance @ the gateway and all that...but moving along, just thought I'd add something to my last posting...

When looking at myself in the mirror tonight, I realized that I haven't truly exercised since I was at BCIT...and I also realized then that this lack of exercise is at least partially responsible for my lowered self-esteem and hence my increased chickening out...and no, not because I look heavier than I used to, it's more about my lethargy...less exercising, less blood pumping to the brain, that sort of thing; Increased Activity = Higher Self-Esteem. Maybe the guys should get running again, or maybe I shouldn't freakin' sleep in and go to watermania once in a while, I mean I only used freakin' 2 tickets so far...I don't know, maybe I'm just missing the being able to work out in the breaks between classes, or at night while watching the canucks game, or in the morning before class starts, or at all...

Then again, maybe I really am that vain...and that the song really was about me, or something...heheh...I hope it's not the looks-wise reason why I'm not liking myself, that'd just be dumb...then again, I have been having my living-on-my-own fantasies again where I live in an apartment with a gym, and I'd be in there like 3 hrs everyday, and choosing the foods I eat, and actually cooking, etc etc...mmm, I'm hungry...gahhh, iz so late...

Man, I'm looking forward to this summer...hooray for ultimate...gotta remember to give Carly a call...

Anyways, less ramble more sleep (or guitar, but whatever)...haha, Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Nits was here...

Woke up super late today, like past one, then got to school by 2 to catch the anime...which made me realize a few things...

But first things first, to comment on the comments:

1) 'Tis not pride that stops me, 'tis fear...irrational fear of flubbing up, for I know that's what I do when nervous...which is kinda ironic, since for me, the ability to actually talk to the girl is a big factor in falling for her...even so, I know I have to push past this fear and continue onwards [i.e. like first day of BCIT, but that's another story]...

2) As for the practice-what-you-preach-type comments, yes, I do realize the hyprocrisy of my actions...that's partially why I got so bummed out, cause I knew what I had to do, but I just didn't do it...I don't know, maybe it was the lack of sleep or what not, but my head didn't seem in the right place last night, obviously...

3) I know I'm losing quite a bit from wimping out, even for just saying hi, and yet I do nothing...it seems that I do not learn from experience, either...over the span of the past 6 months, I've consistenly wimped out on this kind of thing...

Anyways, continuing along in this vein of conversation, there is something I realized today while at anime. I realized that the reason why I wimp out so much is the fact that I don't know these girls well enough yet...kinda roundabout, since I'm saying that I can't get to know them because I don't know them yet...

But according to this, it'd be kinda hard to for me to find new friends, since I'm only comfortable talking around my friends...and yet, I've made friends easily enough, even outside the 3rd floor crew...such as jimmy, enrique, etc from bcit, and abraham, jimmy, etc from kwantlen...so I don't know, maybe it's just a different case with women, or maybe I'm just making up excuses reasons why I lack follow-through...

Even so, today at anime I didn't feel like I even wanted to have a girlfriend anymore...ahhhhh, so there ya go, that's the big point to make...don't want to have them as girlfriends, just friends...

Heh...sounds familiar, it's best to be friends before lovers...kinda ironic, I really must not practice what I preach, 'cause I realized this AGES ago...this was one of the first topics I freakin' talked about on my blog, no doubt...

But yes, maybe less focus on the hopings, and more focus on just talking to them...that'd be good...

But screw that! Why restrict myself?!? I must talk to everyone, and try to be friends with everyone! Burst outta my shell and start to live my life without hesitation!!! YEEAHHHHH!!! Heheh...

So in conclusion, even though I had regressed back to my elementary/early high-school personality, it seems that I have moved on into my new-start-at-BCIT personality...perhaps this time, I'll continue to grow without any more regression, hahaha...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

The Ramblings of an Incoherent Man

No internet at home, so no blogging last night...I'll start with what I wanted to post yesterday, then continue from there...

Man, I'm such a freakin' pansy! I mean, there she was, just walking down the hallway, me right behind her (I'm assuming she was unawares), so I had my chance to at least go up and talk to her...but did I do such a simple task?!? NOOOO, I had to wimp out and just watch her walk down those stairs...that was kinda annoying...Also, ironically, as I was walking out to my ride, lo and behold, I saw Dianne, the girl I constantly wimped out on every wednesday...and although my ride was right there, I at least said hi to her and what not...I thought it was kinda ironic that right after I wimped out on Priscilla, the girl I had previously wimped out on appears, and then be able to talk to her...seeing Dianne made me reconsider my whole focusing-on-Priscilla thing I was gonna start to do...so I dont' know..."I'll see what pans out", haha...such a copout...either way, I'm still a freakin' pansy...

Anyways, when I got home, I was kinda still bummed out, feeling sorry for myself kinda deal...so I did what any other self-deprecating man would do; I watched sports. And not actual games, oh no, the recaps of the sports news...and the funny thing is, I wasn't even terribly interested in it, I just wanted to sulk around and sit down...

Unfortunately for me, I didn't take the opportunity to grab the bathroom when I could, 'cause my little sister decided to have a freakin hour-long shower, taking up the hot water...then I waited for about half an hour or so until there was more hot water, but then my other sister decided to have a freakin' long-ass shower! So I resigned myself to the fact that I wouldn't be able to have a shower for quite a while...therefore, after I finished watching some daily show and the conan monologue (a rerun), I just went for the computer...

Well, I soon realized that there was no internet, thus limiting anything that I usually did on the comp [this in no way implying what you think I might be implying, har har har]. So after some careful consideration, with hearing my sister still in the shower, I decided to play some Heroes of Might and Magic II to pass the time...I knew it was already 1am, and that I had a class in seven hours, but I didn't care, I had to kill some time; besides, I was feeling sorry for myself, and Heroes II (my most favourite game of all time, btw) always seems to cheer me up, if only artificially. I mean, it's a complete nostalgic experience which takes me back to my carefree days of my youth..."Ah, my faithful vassel...", just beautiful...

Anyways, for any of you who know what kind of game Heroes of Might and Magic II is, needless to say I ended up playing for quite a while, even when the shower became free...to put it simply, HOMMII is a turn-based strategy game, and with good turn-based strategy comes the phenomenon commonly referred to as the "Just One More Turn" effect...in laymens terms, the game's extremely, freakishly addictive! I mean, you wanna get off, but then if you just play the next turn, you'll be able to get to the next town, or reach that treasure chest, or fight those monsters, or buy some more reinforcements, and on and on and on...

So anyways, after completing the first scenario of the campaign (and really REALLY wanting to play the next one), I realized that it was already almost 3am, and that I had to wake up at 7, thus severely limiting my sleep...plus, I still had to take a shower! Heh...but oh man, lack of sleep was well worth the joy I received from playing Heroes II...

Well, by the time I actually was in bed trying to sleep, it was already 3:30am, so I set my alarm for 7:15 and went to bed...well, funny thing, I actually woke up on time, had my quick wake-up shower, ate some food, and STUPIDLY drank a can of coke. I say stupidly, because I usually take my 10 o'clock nap on 3rd floor after my class, but since I'm so sensitive to caffeine, I just couldn't get sleepy enough...I put my head down, but it just wasn't gonna happen...so anyways, went to the comp lab, surfed around, commented once again on sheena's thing (man, 19 comments and counting...), shar came, we were quite shocked while blog-surfing, roger came, then at 12 we all went back, w/ shar having the class and us done on the comp...

Roger and I then met up with Mohsin and Jined (sp? sorry man) and we decided to go eat...Goon actually wimping out and decided to go to the library to study [man, Goon studying...it's like everything's gone all fiddle faddle foo!]. Anyways, while walking down, we saw Kris Michelle and Wesley on their way to all-you-can-eat sushi...we, of course, decided to tag along...

Man, Sui Sha Ya was gooood...I mean, I know there's rats and what not, and I didn't really wanna spend $13 bucks, but at the time it seemed worth it...not only for the gourging, but also the awesome comraderie...I don't know, maybe it was because of my sleep-lacked state, but I've got no regrets (at the moment, at least)...anyways, one thing I remembered there was how Jined, without ever trying wasabi before, desides to give it a taste...so what does he do? He grabs a bunch of the paste and sticks it in his mouth! Haha...except, he wasn't phased at all...so he then took a huge chunk, and still he was barely phased...I caught him with the small flinch, but still, only a small flinch when eating a hunk of wasabi as big as my thumbnail, that's freakin' impressive...

Anyways, went back to school, had math class, did freakin' integration by parts and partial fractions...we went waaaayyy to freakin' fast, I say, 'cause I only started getting it at the end, and only somewhat...I swear, even though I don't think Hofstead's not as bad as everyone makes her out to be, she's still quite close...

After class, talked with kris for a while, just a bunch of nothing, as I remembered...oh yes, went from getting a DS (cause steve is looking for buyers), to final fantasy, to early NES games in general, to getting an MDG computer, to the MDG computer informercials, to the song from said informercials, to CHRIS SHEPPARD AND LOVE INC!!! (man, couldn't remember it at the time, that was kinda annoying both of us), to 90's music in general, then to 90's trivial pursuit...then some other unmemorable things (as I have forgotten them), and then he had to catch the bus...

Then, after trying to put my head down again (feeling groggy from the all-you-can-eat), but to no avail...then I tried inserting myself into the bernard-v.rob-steve conversation, but kinda hard, as they were talking about their physics test...therefore, I decided to just get onto the comp to kill time 'til my class at 7...

Wow, I just blogged about a whole bunch of nothing, eh? But as it states in the title, I am kinda incoherent at the moment...feeling somewhat out of it...it's like lack of sleep at the Interphase show at reuben's place, except without the fun happy...

Anyways, I seem to have ran out of things to rant about today...onto tonight...well, I'm probably gonna get home by 10ish (probably 10 something), so hopefully I'll just have my shower and get to bed...However, my most likely plan of action: Heroes of Might and Magic II!!! If there's still no internet, of course...but man, I need my sleep...I guess I'll just see what happens tonight then...

And after an hour of blogging in my semi-coherent state, I bid thee adieu...until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the diminished mind of an introverted extrovert.

MY LAST POSTING IS MUCH MORE INTERESTING THAN THIS ONE!!!

It really is, so go read that one! This one's boring! Haha...

Anyways, today is sunday (to me, even though says monday on top), and today I had a group project where we taped a 20/20ish thing for psych...I must say, it was truly a fun experience, and I now see why Angie decided that she wanted to be a director, b/c directing is awesome! [but leads to producing, etc etc...haha]

I was surpised, it took less than 4 hrs to complete the entire filming, which was pretty cool...was actually kinda hoping that it would go on a bit longer, prolong my contact with Ms. Cute Girl...however, I guess it was best to leave as early as possible, as Priscilla had to completely edit the video by tomorrow...

And speaking of Priscilla, oh man is she ever starting to look like the perfect girl for me...the problem is, she could be TOO perfect, for I can't see a girl like her ever being interested in a guy like me...I mean, she could get so much better, so why settle for me?? That being said, oh man I was getting the vibes of potential like crazy all afternoon...I mean, with the whole "hehehe you're so funny!", and the grabbing of the arm when embarrassed and what not...I know this doesn't mean that she likes me, but oh man there's definately potential in my mind...

However, I've felt this way before, and it always ends up being a "Dumb Like That" situation...therefore, I shouldn't get my hopes up...but then again, I haven't fallen head over heels for her yet, so maybe if I act a bit sooner with a quicker rejection, it wouldn't be so bad...assuming there would be an eventual rejection...but I must assume eventual rejection, cause if I don't...but I'm overanalyzing now, so whatever...

As a side note, holy crap I'm friggin fat now! I never even noticed it until I saw it on camera, kinda like last time, but oh man I'm friggin so much heavier than I was this time last year...hmmm, hopefully this would lead to more stringent exercise/diet schedules, especially if and when I get myself a copy of the tape...

Anyways, back to Priscilla, she has to do the editing all before tomorrow, and I told her that if she needs help that she could call me up to help her...which would mean me seeing her again...even beyond that, I'd actually be going to her home...I didn't realize this at first, just wanting to help and what not, but after I realized that I would actually be able to see her again, I realized just how awesome that would actually be...

After the early completion of a seemingly awesome (if corny) 20/20 spoof, coupled with the awesome feeling of potential, I felt on top of the world that afternoon...hmmm, also of note, I ended up taking the car, so the feeling of independence surely helped in my euphoric mood...

As proud and as happy I was for this afternoon, when I got home, I unfortunately ended up doing the usual wasting of my time...let me explain...

Came home, watched daily planet, then daily show (on comedy network, so rerun), then watched Shaolin Soccer (terribly disappointing), then watched mythbusters, then watched Iron Chef America (funny, 'cause challenger couldn't finish all his dishes!), then watched 15/Love (a new show on ytv about a tennis academy for young teens, w/ charlie from pmk as head snooty principal). It was after I watched 15/Love that I realized that I have completely wasted what had started out being an extremely productive day. And then I played the guitar, then had a shower, then watched weather on the news, then went onto the comp thinking I'd be able to get off quickly and get some much needed rest...but then I ranted on sheena's blog, and 2 hours later I'm still ranting, but this time on my blog...

But I need to get to sleep, in the slim chance that Priscilla needs my help to edit, and therefore calls me early to go to her place...and also, if she doesn't end up calling, I'd actually be finally able to watch the freakin' dvd's Mojda gave me!

Speaking of Mojda...rock climbing and what not...that is all, har har har...

Until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Danged pepsi...

Stupid wanting to drink pop then drinking half a can of pepsi before I realized it's caffeinated, and being past 11pm, and that I'm highly succeptable to caffeine...

Yup yup, it's past 3am now, and I need to wake up at 9, and of course I'm wide awake...however, this can't all be blamed on the caffeine, 'cause I did skip class and sleep in 'til 12:30 today, so I don't know...

Oh right, and on a side note, I'm still sick, but much less so after the long sleep of mine...hopefully this relapse into semi-insomnia won't worsen my condition...

Also, a few weeks ago I realized something, something of semi-importance, but something that would probably create a flurry of comments (at least if it were on jamieson's or mohsin's or whoever's blog, cause I doubt tons of comment would be pouring outta mine...)

God is omnipotent, otherwise known as allpowerful. It's assumed there is no limit to this power, by definition of allpowerful. However, there are logical limits to this power, such as God having to love good and hate evil, or making a round square, or 1+1=3, or the rock so big he can't lift it, etc etc...therefore, if God is limited by logic, a belief in an allpowerful God is illogical.

I believe this completely and wholeheartedly, but I'll use a much nicer euphamism of the above statement: A belief in god is beyond logic, or defies logic, if you will. God cannot be contained by mere logic. This is why human beings cannot understand the awesomeness that is God, for we are bound by the rules of logic. This troubles many people, and rightfully so, for many people believe that this rationality is the basis of not only human beings, but the height of humanity itself. However, when you throw logic out the window and just believe something because you know it to be true, this is the true height of humanity [as stated by some philosopher my teacher mentioned in ethics class that I can't remember the name of]...in other words, the true apex of humanity is its ability to believe in faith.

That is all...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

[Edit, Sun., March 5th, 4:51am: Just wanted to remind myself about my other philosophical ramblings on Sheena's blog]

Me so sick...

Me so sick...

Aarrrrgh, this be retyped posting 'cause firefox crashed right before I posted...

Stupid sickness...

Stupid depressing movies...

Stupid sitting on my butt all day...

Stupid charissa on the comp for hours when she know's i'm sick...

Stupid having to wake up early...

Stupid lack of sleeping good...

But not stupid everything...

Today nice...pretty outside...friends always nice...heheh, FIRE!!!, heheh...Mojda drive home, danny's market yummy...

Ug, right, school...stupid freakin' long ass math midterm nobody even finished...

Danged friday show not saturday show...stupid karmacanix saying on friday march 5th...

My chest hurts...like someone jump-kicked me...

Heh, me wanting short blog, so one-liners illusion for me to be short...plus lack wording shortened?

I want to sleep...

Gahh, mom watching flip movie, can't sleep yet...

Haha, bad flip movie too...like horrible mutation of bad teen movie...

Strange day...at first good with ableness to study for midterm, but then stupid long-ass miterm, then fun happenings of friends and such, then beautifulness and danny's market, but then lack of homework doing, except for clearing out e-mail inbox, but then stupid sisters watching survivor and apprentice, glued my butt to couch, then stayed watching owning mahoney, good movie but depressed, then watched monster, not good movie, but christina ricci so cute and lovely, even if gay in movie, but only watched cause stupid sister not letting me homework, then stupid homework done in <10mins...then stupid blogging instead of sleeping...

Heh, me so out of it right now...

Stupid being sick...

'til later then...

--> Me so sick...

Why me no sleep yet??

Well, today was nice...

1) Group project - At school early, 8:30am...went better than expected, plus seeing priscilla outside of class is always a bonus...

2) Foosball - Yes, I caved in and played foosball...saw someone I knew (that actually was around my same playing level), so decided to play...then ended up being okay, and everyone left but this one guy, and we played for nearly an hour straight...that was fun...

3) Focus Group - Went to a focus group thing w/ Kris and Rob, it was actually quite good with good discussions and what not...but the best part by far had to be the amazing amounts of food there, tons of sushi and sandwiches, with cans of pop (only bad thing was the lack of edible desserts, a la non-allergenic desserts). Oh, and getting $20 doesn't hurt either!

4) Anime - Was fun, brought a plate w/ sandwich an sushi leftover from the meeting thing...I think I ate too much...but anyways, watched one ep. tokyo underground, then a few episodes of chobits...which is hilarious, because I downloaded chobits quite a while ago, but only ended up watching the first episode! Hooray for anime club for semi-forcing me to watch anime that I was wanting to watch in the first place! Oh, and on the social side of things, Mandy is actually starting to be kinda attractive, but I'm thinking that's just because I'm able to talk with her easier now...still think Dianne's freakin' beautiful though...I should really force myself to at least talk to her more, as I did before...

5) RPM - Went to RPM with Shar, got bubble tea...reminisced on how the group never goes out anymore, how we never to to RPM, or to play pool, or to anything anymore...probably because less people now or something (i.e. lack of angie, jake, ahmad, etc etc...) or not nice scheduling...oh, the good ol' days of november and december, how I long for those carefree days...heh, rose-coloured glasses are pretty...

6) Toys'R'Us - Went back to school, "studied" i.e. chatted up a bit w/ the guys (haha, Mohsin got sucked in by Goon into talking 'bout religion!), then at about 5:30 went to Toys'R'Us so Mohsin could buy his baby sister a GBA...pretty cool brother, I say...anyways, I went with Mohsin, Goon, Shar, and (crap, what's his name...) uh, Jineed?? Dangit, stupid being late...but anyways, Goon and I played Donkey Konga once again (of course), that was fun...

7) Hanging Out - Came back to school 'round six, "studied" again, talked it up with everyone once again, don't remember exactly what, but it was fun...then people went to class at 7, all but May-Belle who came to Kwantlen today, so we talked for about another hour or so until she had to leave, then shar came from break right when May-belle left, then went back, then I realized me so tired, so I listened to music and put my head down for what I believe was about half an hour (don't know for sure 'cause my phone died), didn't really get to sleep, but it was enough to get me rested to the point of almost-full alertness...

8) Studying! - And finally, what I thought I would be doing all of today, I studied! I actually studied quite nicely, with the writing out of math notes (for tomorrow's midterm GAHH!), and I was actually quite awake and alert, much to my surprise...was actually listening to music while copying down notes, that was cool too...oh right, must remember to bring cd case to be able to switch cd's...then shar came when she done class, and she drove me home...

9?) Home - Haha, I might as well blog about what I did at home...watched tv, finished off my writing out of my math notes for tomorrow's midterm, had a shower, wrote some more notes that I remembered in the shower that I forgot to write out, then decided to check to see if the Interphase concert was on the saturday like it was said before, because May-belle said it was on friday, and lo and behold, it is on friday! DAG NABBIT! That sucks! I can't go now! DAG FREAKIN' NABBIT!!! I was so looking forward to moshing and what not...heheh, then I wanted to blog, because today was quite a long day, but it ended up being a fairly nice day...

Wow, come to think of it, today was more than just nice, it was pretty freakin' awesome! I remember when most days were like this...again with the rose-coloured reminiscing...but really, today really was awesome, even with the lack of study...

Crap, I ended up writing waaay too much...was wanting more sleep (ended up watching tv yesterday, only got 4hrs sleep max)...thought each # would only be like 1-2 words, but then I of course had to expand...stupid me and my wanting to record my awesome day...kinda funny, because I think I'm starting to get a cold (maybe from overfooding? and lack of sleep?)...haha, during today I didn't really realize just how good today really was, I'm assuming because of a lack of sleep...

Gahh, lack of sleep...must sleep now! Is 'bout 1:30 1:40! and I'm probably gonna wake up at around 7:30ish, therefore less than 6 hrs sleep...was hoping for 7! GAHHH!!! But oh well, I need a good sleep, I can wake up a bit later, say 8:30ish, get to school by nine-ish...two hours is good enough to do some practice exercises to make sure I know my stuff, eh? Eh...?? ehhhhhhh, nuts...

Wow, I'm saying "GAHH" a lot recently...maybe because I'm feeli-GAHHHHH!!! NO MORE RAMBLING! MIDTERM TOMORROW! ME BE SLEEP NOW!!!

Heh, until next time, I guess...

--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.

Two down...

Not much to say...finished both midterms, they weren't as difficult as I thought they'd be, probably because I was kinda freakin out a bit and did some major cramming...

Still gots me a freaking math midterm on thursday, that kinda surpised me...stupid forgetting I had a midterm...oh, plus I'm supposed to have a group meeting tomorrow morning, about our freakin' stupid role-playing we're supposed to do, due monday, where we have to figure out a play or something and practice and what not before monday, plus we're not really able to meet, so we don't know how well we're gonna do for it...oh right, it's worth freakin 20% of our mark! That's more than any other single thing in this course! That sucks!

Although, I do get to see Priscilla outside of class, so that's a plus...

Oh, tomorrow there's the whole free money and lunch for being in the focus group thing, that's pretty freaking awesome...go Kris for inviting me! Yeah!

Anyways, unless I am mistaken, that's all I really wanted to blog about...well, I could've rambled on about my continuing social-related items, but it's either not late enough or I'm too tired from writing the Ethics midterm...either way, I'm getting off the comp! 8 hrs of sleep, here I come! Muwahahaha!!!

Heh...

Until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.