So Screwed It's Not Even Funny x5

Having a paper due while in the summer makes me sad. It's friggin summer. Dag nabbit...

But I have to hand in my paper tomorrow, and it is half completed, but it's already freakin' nearly 11pm, and I've got work tomorrow at 7:30am, and I'm freakin' tired from today's 1st day of work, and I wasted craploads of time today as it is, and I don't freakin' really know how to do my paper correctly, and my brain doesn't even seem to be functioning very properly (dang, what about in 2 hrs from now?), and I have to go to church tomorrow night for the practice for the concert in June, and to top it all off tomorrow's the freakin' start of 30-hr famine!

Yeah, I suck...

However, on the plus side, Phoenix over Lakers in OT! Meaning game 7, awesome! Then again, this just highlights the stupidity of myself and my procrastinatory ways in that I could've freakin' watched this game and relaxed but instead I freakin' was lazy and non-papery in my actions during the past month of extension time. Dag nabbit.

You know what? Screw it. I'm just going to write my paper stupidly, with as little research and crap as possible. I'm just gonna write down the doctrines as I remember them, without research nor double checking. Then I'm gonna find the chapter which describes what I wrote, then insert a footnote for that page. This is the absolute last thing I wanted to do, but meh I get what I deserve. But no, low marks is not what's gonna bug me, it's the fact that I probably will be misrepresenting the information about my beliefs throught this rushedness etc...

Gaaahhhhh, WHY AM I BLOGGING?!?!?!?????

Stupid freakin' idiot am I...

Until next time, I guess...

[Edit, 2am - Woo, I'm getting so much work done! And yet, I'm nowhere near finished! GAH!!! I guess this means allnighter for me, heheh... I'm so screwed; see above]

[Edit, 5am - Oh my goodness, nearly finished my paper. Oh my goodness, I'm getting no sleep whatsoever tonight. Oh my goodness, I hope I don't injure myself on the job tomorrow due to lack of judgement... oh my goodness, I'm blogging when I only have a couple of hours before I have to leave for work... d'oh...]