Quicknesslike

Gonna make it quick, talk less coherently...

Thursday: Woke up late-ish, went to school at noon, went back home early, did homework, played videogames, went to bed. Blah...

Friday: School super freakin early, hung out at school, went shopping etc w/ Angela and Shar, bought rediculously expensive greek food b/c didn't wanna buy at BP later, watched dodgeball @ Angela's, went to BP for Roger & Elaine's bday [Happy Belated Birthday you two!], had a blast there, thought Roger's church friend was attractive up until I found out that she smoked, that was a huge turnoff, then afterparty thing was annoying w/ the no pool tables and the moving of hanging out spots and the cold and the drama, [p.s. glad to know everything's worked out 'bout the drama], then went home...whoopie! Fun day! Well, kinda iffy day as a whole, the whole day something didn't feel right, and with the Roger being down at times and the other drama, it kinda fit w/ my mood...but I say good on ya Roger for what u're doing man...except for the cigars, I agree w/ elaine that they're disgusting...Best part of the night? Roger all hopped up on "adrenaline", haha...

Saturday: Church in the morning, cool singing group ala boyz-2-men / all-4-one -esque from california, they were awesome, interesting sermon about tsunami and not jumping to conclusions, i.e. not saying god did it to punish non-christians and not devil to bring chaos and not going to be the end of the world, well could be any of these but not to jump to conclusions...then afterchurch lunch thing at Cruz's place, yummy authentic mexican food, hung out with the church crew, haven't done that in a while...then went home and did jack all for the rest of the night...mostly watch movies if I rememer correctly...

Sunday: Humongous day of sloth, did squat incl. not doing my homework...'bout alls I remember, it was so dull...probably watched movies again...

Monday: Did jack all in the morning, incl. not doing my homework...went to school, 6hrs straight of classes from 4-10 SUCKS ASS...then went home, realized that I needed to finish my homework, then pulled an allnighter because of the stupid math...

Tuesday: Finished homework, went to class at 8, literally falling asleep in front of teacher which is bad because I was her best student (in Econ), took a nap after class from 10 to about 11:30, went to T-Ho's w/ shar and bought myself a hot chocolate and cinnamon bun (note to self, cinnamon buns from T-Ho's SUCK ASS!!!), hung around chill spot 'til class at 2 instead of sleeping, math at 2, stupid only having to hand in the one that I did already realizing that I didn't have to pull an allnighter! Gaahhhh! Then, instead of sleeping, went to eat at mall, but waited for kris 'til 5, so then we went, got yummy indian curry food, then went to dollar store and I stocked up on candy and junk, had class at 7-10, was falling over by the end, then went home watched tv and was on comp late instead of sleeping...stupid stupid me!

Wednesday: (Today) - Woke up late and almost missed my uncle who came over this morning...then went to lansdowne and he bought me lunch w/ shawarma on rice and the yummy, then went to anime club, finished watching awesomeness that was Full Metal Panic, stupid me being too shy to ask for the stupid e-mail or whatever, she was pretty today...stupid only seeing her once a week thus making it hard to get to know her, hence the wanting of the e-mail, hence the me kicking myself for being wimpy/shy/scared to ask in front of other people since it would seem terribly obvious that I'd wanna go out w/ her...but anyways, after anime, hung out w/ the crew...haha, Lucas showed up! That was a riot, me introducing everyone, everyone going "ohhh, YOU'RE Lucas...I've heard so much about you!" haha...then shar got back, that was funny..."Shar, everyone seems to know me...we're gonna have to have a little talk" hahahaha...then went to eat again, well I didn't eat more like just hung out w/ the crew, but did end up buying orange julius 2-for-$3 thing w/ Kris, plus finding out that there was someone from McNair that was Kris's friend that I didn't know existed in highschool making me feel like a dolt, besides she was fairly attractive being with the shortness and the dying of the hair funky colours etc...also, saw old friend from Nightshift, the guy who organizes everything, had some smalltalk, told him 'bout Interphase, said they'd definately be able to play at a Nightshift just give an e-mail etc! Awesomeness! Haha...then, went back to school, did jack squat again, just hanging out w/ Kris 'til he left, then went home...

And that was my lack-of-updatedness week!...yeah, not too many would understand nor bother to read this post 'cause of the lack of coherency, but whatever...once again this stuff mostly for me...

In conclusion, rollercoaster week of emotional, physical, academic, and social ups and downs...however, not going for the girls I found attractive did stick out in my mind this week...probably because I'm still kicking myself for not getting the e-mail...stinkiness on my part! But Bah! No more unnecessary shyness! I'm starting to be really attracted to this girl, and I don't wanna be attracted without getting to know her better...and I've really gotta learn to smarten up and be more assertive and junk! Girls my type aren't the ones who'd ask me on a date, therefore I've gotta be the aggressor!

Man...so late again...why can't I just have a normal sleeping! Bah, I want a routine!!! Stupid bad schedule, stupid no room, stupid everything...

But I can't end on a bad note! No sireeee!!! Sunshine and lollipops, ice cream and giggles, crushes and kisses! SCHAWING!!!

Haha, until next time, I guess...


--> As told through the mind of an introverted extrovert.