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I feel guilty for not being home.

I feel like I'm going to fall back into what I did after summer. Although I'm hoping I'm stronger than that this time.

When I talk to people I sound alright. And, when I'm distracted like that, I am. Which is why, I guess, I never really told anyone personally yet. Like what I did last time.

I feel like I need as much distractions as I can get. But I also feel like that band-aid solution's not going to work this time. Although I am easily distracted.

Viewing is on Monday. And then I gots me a switchfoot concert. WTF. How can I even begin to enjoy the concerrt atfter that...

It's 4:30am. I'm playing bass in about, oh, 6.5 hrs. I'm waking up at 9am.

I'm going to bed.